💔 Spare me your mercy, spare me your love and I'll spare you with a chance.
"Jungkook, where have you been?" Jisoo asked as she stood up from the couch and approached the guy who seemed enthusiastic.
He spare a glance at her before rushing towards their shared room shutting the door behind him. She unconsciously clenches her jaw holding back her tears.
He hates to admit it but he doesn't feel the need to come back home especially when he has Taehyung in his arms.
He makes him feel alive.
However, he and Taehyung knew that he had to or else she would be suspicious about it. Knowing how a woman can be paranoid and will probably start rapping nonsense statements.
He rolled his eyes at the thought of her. He has someone better, better than her.
He doesn't have a choice but to go home. She might call his mom which will add more frustration to him.
He hates seeing her. It reminds him of their unborn child. It reminds him of his lover's sacrifices. It reminds him of a mask that hides his real identity.
He loved her. He loved using her.
He will never love someone else besides Taehyung, it was clear as crystal in the first place.
Taehyung owned his heart.
Who apparently shooed him away. His lover getting anxious because he thinks that they're both selfish to not care about other's predicament. Taehyung wants him to self reflect a lot.
He's giving her a silent treatment yet he is the man who has the biggest mistake. The audacity.
He is silent but she can be deadly.
That morning they never talked, and just passed each other like strangers in their own house.
She wanted to confront him. However he will surely deny the accusations. A great timing is a great plan for him to get screwed on his own mistake.
He should man up and apologize. Even if, mistakes cannot fix everything.
She lets out a sigh before taking a step further the garden. She wanted to breathe fresh air, not the air that she shares with him.
She isn't disgusted, when she knew he had been cheating on her. She is disappointed.
Marriage is a sacred thing yet he stained it with his own dick.
As she grew more closer to the bench a familiar silhouette can be seen and he was clearly speaking with someone as she can hear him mumbling something.
She carefully walked closer to them hiding behind the bush. She saw him standing near the pillar and his voice can be clearly heard this time.
Her broken heart was broken again when he said some things that kept on streaming inside her head.
"I do! I shouldn't have been married in the first place. I should have waited for you-" His word got cut when he hears a voice behind his back.
He sounded a bit furious at his lover's statement. 'Do you really love me till now? Or do you just love to dwell on the past?' That question made him think but came up with an answer however he was cut off when he heard a trembling voice trailing behind his back.
"W-who are you talking to? Why are you saying that you should have waited for that person?" Jisoo asked as she furrowed her eyebrows.
She stomp her way closer to him.
She knows the answer but she wants an explanation.
He shifted his gaze to his phone before he hung up the call. Sweats were forming on his forehead as his mind kept thinking for an alibi.
"It's just a client. I said that because he canceled the proposal and that's because I didn't wait for him." He said and put the phone in his pocket.
He kept his stare at her but she seemed to have a stronger gaze that can intimidate his weak heart. Contrary to her trembling hands and voice, she had this fiery stare.
"Jungkook, be honest with me. Are you cheating on me?" She asked as tears were threatening to fall.
His heart skip a beat.
He didn't answer.
But she knows the answer.
She was somehow hoping that he will deny those and try to prove her that she's wrong.
However he just stared back at her not even ashamed.
She weep, in front of the man who hurted her so deeply.
The man who she expected that will be the last one to hurt her, is the man who gave her a huge scar inside her throbbing heart.
She didn't know if she should yell at him or hurt him physically.
Cause no matter what she do or say, it will never hurt him like he did to her.
"Why?" Her voice cracked but she couldn't care less. He who was staring at her with his eyes full of remorse, shifted his gaze away from her.
Shame is now flowing inside his veins. Epiphanies flooding his mind.
He did a lot of things that aren't forgivable yet here she is letting him explain, everything.
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Double Lover | TaeKook
Fanfiction"Jungkook, are you cheating on me?" He used her to conceal his secret. A secret that he kept since he was young.
