CHAPTER 10

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♡ How would I know, if you keep on shooing me away.

Why did Jungkook changed like that?

'I don't know but I care.' That's all I can say.

He didn't even explain a thing to me. He just ended things up like it's a tragic movie. I would've listen, I know I would have to understand but he'll never do and I know he'll never will.

I bet he doesn't even want to remember the promises we uttered, and the great memories him and I shared.

I love him so much but he doesn't feel the same way as mine now.

He can't even spare a glance at me without pure hatred. He can't even stand being with me.

I'm away from him for almost 5 years. I came back for him like what I had promised.

Didn't look at somebody else.

Didn't date somebody else.

And never ever loved somebody else except for him, Jeon Jungkook.

If I could turn back time, I should have stayed. So that I'm the one that he's holding right now, the one who is the reason behind his smiles, and the one who he loves.

But I didn't, I was so adamant to achieve my dreams. I may have achieved what I long to have but I lost something more precious to me.

I lost him.

If only, I stayed, he would also have stayed.

The thoughts that constantly streaming inside my head was halted when I realized I was crying out.

That's all I can do, to cry and regret what I had done.

Everything was my fault.

I guess karma hunted me,

I broke a promise and so did he.

But out of all people, why him? Why the love of my life?

I may be born without him but when I met him I knew that I will never ever love someone except for him.

My heart belongs to him.

'Should I fight for him? Or should I give up?'

Letting out a deep chuckle before closing my eyes in despair.

"I will fight my love, for you."

♡♡♡

"I'll be going to your wedding." He stated, his tone was filled with bravery.

Indeed, a brave man to fight for someone who already gave up on him.

He can hear the guy from the other line heaved a sigh in relief. "Thanks, See you."

Before Taehyung can spoke up the call was ended abruptly.

He sighed before closing his eyes.

At least he will get to see him again.

♡♡♡

"Jeon Jungkook, can we talk?" His voice was filled with hope. Hoping that he will agree.

"No, my bride will arrive soon." He said not sparing a glance at him.

"Please!" He reached out for his hand. The guy snapped his head at him before muttering 'fine'.

They stand up and hurriedly made their way towards the back of the church.

"What do you need from me?" Jungkook blurted out, he looked irritated.

"Jungkook, I was ho-ping that maybe we can still give it a try. You can still come out from your wedding. We can be together again and I promise I will never leave you again." He pleaded his eyes were now filled with tears.

If he has to kneel or kiss his feet just to make him come back to him, he would.

The guy who was exchanged that pleading statement wore an unreadable expression.

"A try? You mean a second chance?" He sarcastically chortled. "You know me. I don't give second chances." He added.

Liar

"I know that you still love me. You were just sulking about the time that I left you but trust me, I regretted doing that. But you must understand, it's my passion and you were my love." Taehyung retorted.

"You left me, so why are you coming back when I have a great life now? I'm going to be a parent, Taehyung." He said, staring at Taehyung intensely.

"We can figure this out, together." Taehyung asserted.

Taehyung stepped closer to him but he stepped back.

"No, I love her and my baby."

Taehyung froze. How many times is he going to hurt him by saying he loves her instead of him?

"But Jung-"

"Shut the fuck up, Taehyung! You clearly don't know, huh! You just didn't broke your promise, or the memories that we had but also our relationship! Remember, how you said that we needed to break up. How you easily said that? You think that we couldn't endure the long distance in terms of our relationship? You didn't trust in our relationship enough. You were too insecure. I was glad that you broke up with me because I met her. I met the one I want to spend the rest of my life with."

Now he knows, he now does.

That's why he was raging in anger it's because of what he said. It's because he broke up with him.

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