When we are still like 4 to 5 years old we expect that all those 19 to 29 years old are in way better part of life.
We all expect them to have the most having the times of their lives
But when we reach that level,
We became lost, confused and frustrated.
We became too aware of life.
We became part of those people with those burdens like on TV.
We became frustrated of who we are.
We became those people we thought are happy but in agony.
But we can't complain anymore, We aren't allowed
Why? Did someone ask you to wish you were in that situation?
No one ask you to, so now it's your time to take your own step on becoming them
It is your time to show that you can.
Who would believe in you unless yourself .
Living like as if we create situation that was man made by ourselves.
And being crushed by ourselves.
We create expectations that is made to hurt and make us realize how cruel life can be.
but actually we just find someone to blame because we need to feel more at ease for doing stuffs.
Does expectations know how famous it was?
Does it know how hurt someone can be just only because of its existence?
How hard can it be not to cry? How hard can it be just to achieve the expectations we want.
All I was asking in life is just that I hope I can be someone else
That someone my mom expected me to be
That someone who can help others
That someone who might be perfect to be part of their world
Not like an outcast
Just Not Me who am I now.
I wonder...
I wonder if all their expectations are meet then can it finally go away?
I actually already know the answer to it,
It is a NO.
why? Simply because humans like us never settle
We tend to be aiming things that aren't for us
That is the reason expectations are made
To make us believe and realize
And not settle
Because we need to rotate to finally find what we are ought for.
Maybe my expectations are a bit high
but let me tell you this
You always need to keep the bar high for you to be able to grow and progress
So that those hindrances a head waiting for you will have no space left for it to exist.
"ALWAYS BELIEVE 'CAUSE ONE THING IS FOR SURE THAT GOD WILL HELP YOU TO ACHIEVE THAT EXPECTATION THAT IS RIGHT FOR YOU"
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