They often say when you turn 20 years old life gets boring, complicated and unhappy.
At first I kinda don't understand well look at me now, 23 years old and doesn't have anything.
But one thing is for sure life is FAIR, yes you read that right it is FAIR maybe not to you or me but it is fair for all of us.
Life balances itself, we maybe happy for now and a minute or later you aren't anymore.
well others need to be happy too so don't be selfish, if you haven't given the chance yet? just wait for it. I know your time will come soon.
Remember in life you need to be patient.
Life in General is like the hands of the clock and us humans are the number in the clock when God set you in a certain number or time when the hands of the clock to point on you, you should be happy about it.
It is your long awaited Time to shine.
Drop everything, all your worries and focus for the time life gave you a chance to change and to compete on yourself.
You might be wondering who am I?, well I'm just a 23 year old girl unemployed and asking myself when will the hands of life get to me.
I don't need anyone to be disappointed at me, why? because I myself is already disappointed at myself.
I feel like I've been wasting my whole d*mn life doing what?
yes, I am mad but I will never point fingers to others 'cause I already know it is my fault.
It is I who chose this path and now suffering from my choices.
"I wonder if ever someone out there ,
maybe at least one person .......
knows how? ,
what?,
and when will I be able to finish my own suffering."
"I feel somehow I am alone.
Struggling alone.
no one to lean on.
No one. I am No one."
Others in my age are happily married, Happy with there careers, Happy with their new borns, And me here Happily waiting ( except the fact that I really am sad and frustrated).
That is why I came up with an idea of helping myself grow.
And to feel happier even I am alone.
I shouldn't be afraid 'cause I already faced a lot in my life.
"I wonder how will my life would possibly change,
I wonder if I can possibly correct all my wrongs".
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My Incompetent Life
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