!!!TW¡¡¡ Some chapters contain triggering content be careful when reading (don't worry I'll warn u when it comes to it but this is warning in case I dont do it right). This is story about Kusuo Saiki and his first crush. They then start to become cl...
!!! Slight TW ¡¡¡ This again contains some slight aspects of eating disorder/starving I think. Pls read with caution and take care of yourself.
Satou~ We stared into each other's eyes for a few long seconds. Breaking the deep connection, I remembered what I was here to do though which was feed him. "S-Saiki you have to eat..." I said placing my hand on his almost shaking arm trying to comfort him. He let out a needed sigh and finally gave in and accepted the food. I had to awkwardly feed him as I was anxious that his frail, little hands were to weak. I knew that he needed to rest.
Kusuo didn't seem bothered or awkward about having to be hand fed. To be honest he probably didn't have the energy to be. At long last, the monotonous day's end had finally arrived. His shimmering eyes were curtained by his eyelids by this point so I did the only procedure I could think of which was to... carry him home. I cautiously curdled him in my arms in fear that I would drop his frail body. Midway, I perched us on a nearby bench and decided to notify his parents. I fished for my phone in my limitless bag. I was unsure about whether or not to tell them this so in panic I lied and said that he wanted to come round.
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I definitely wasn't the strongest in my class so my arms were gradually starting to ache. But to be honest his brittle body was so weightless I could barely notice. Finally, we arrived and I snuck in as stealthily as possible to not draw attention. I hiked up my stairs to my insignificant room and gently laid him on my lonely bed. I wanted to deliver some food to him but he was way to busy sleeping and he had a right to be. I anxiously stroked his bright, attractive hair. It was so soft and comforting to touch. His heavy eyes were starting reopen which gave me a sense of relief.
Saiki~ I woke up from a whirl of darkness. I couldn't remember anything from the past hour or so. The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was- was Satou?! I thought I was hallucinating again but I could actually feel him stroking my hair. I had to be hallucinating. Why am I here? What's going on? He trailed his silky, slender hands across my face and left the room peeping behind the door as if he was checking I was ok. What felt like a second later, I was awoken again by his subtle footsteps entering the silent room. He had a plait of what seemed like a mini banquette.
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He calmly perched by my paralysed legs and demanded in the most comforting, relaxing tone, "Eat up." Practically using all my energy, I heaved myself up next to him. I couldn't support myself any longer, collapsing onto his lap. I blushed and I could feel him tense up but we both let it slide and just... chilled. In that moment I almost felt loved by someone. My head was between his thighs and my hand rested on his knee. He proceeded to feed me once again. An hour or so had passed: I was full which was the first experience of that I have had in a while. After regaining energy, he gazed at my face and ,I think accidentally, his illuminating eyes stared deep into my battered soul and he asked in his naturally pure voice, "Wanna watch a f-film." His stutter was the cutest.
I obviously wanted to but I was too shy to say anything; I was so scared to make the wrong impression. Instinctively, I through my arms around him and started to tear up. I don't think he meant it in a love way, but he placed his arms around my waist and whispered while giggling, "This is so gay.... But I don't care."
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