Saiki's yellow

Rain (TW)

!!! TW ¡¡¡ this chapter contains a bit of self harm pls be careful when reading.
A/N. Sorry I haven't published anything for a while it's just homework has been getting on top of me and shit also I've been out ideas so if u have any feel free to say. Take care of urselfs.

Satou~
I peered out the window and observed the the hypnotic rain drops dive from the darkened clouds. Every time they made contact with the ground, they made a calming drip that cleansed my soul. My eyes fixed on Saiki who lay peacefully on my bed across the room. I looked back at the shielding window. I heaved myself up and clutched Saiki's wrists in a gentle manner. He look at me startled. I exaggeratedly gazed at the precipitation and back at him. A cute, narrow chuckle fell out his sorrowful mouth and he nodded.

I lead him down my steep stairs until we arrived at my monotonous door, still holding his wrist. There was a perfect tree with a lonely swing hanging from it that I envisioned which would be complete for us. I estimated that it was just a few minutes away if we ran. It lived in an isolated field which had a blanket of fresh evergreen grass in it.

My parents were out of town for a business trip so they didn't mind if I went out of had a friend over. I majestically opened the door and flung our bodies onto my drive. I watched Saiki's chest frantically breathe but he laughed giving me a sense of relief that he wasn't injured. I stood up filled with energy and for once so was Kusuo. I ran off making sure he was following in my path which he was fortunately. His glistening eyes shimmered with confusion and joy simultaneously underneath his funky glasses.

We arrived at the field in no time, still heavily raining. I revolved round to see Saiki's shoulders bunched up and shivering. He almost looked as if his smile was frozen there and he couldn't even change his expression. There was a cold breeze corresponding with the icy rain so I related with him. I wrapped my jacket around us and took us to the tree intercepting the rain. He perched on the swing in relief. His frail, weak body was panting. I couldn't resist any longer. His soft blushed lips were teasing me excessively. I sat on his lap facing him and pushed our faces together.

Saiki~
My stomach filled with fluttering butterflies as his lips planted on mine. I stood us up and grabbed his shoulders. He pulled away trying to capture a breath. I craved his taste so I forced him back to me. I felt like I was in a hyper realistic dream. He twisted his pink finger around my complementing acidic coloured hair and stroked it. We both smiled synchronised. He loosely wrapped his arms around my waist as I did too around his neck. Our twitching lips were glued together and our eyes were fixed onto each others. We were held in this comforting position for at least 5 minutes until we were going to suffocate. A spindly string of saliva connected our icy faces and we smirked.

My eyes felt so heavy like there were weights saddling them. Satou placed his soft hand on my face and stroked it and tilted his handsome head. Adjusting his hands on my waist, he trailed me into him so our quivering bodies were in contact.

Satou~
I could easily comprehend that he was exhausted. I proceeded to scoop him up in my eyes and carry him home in a bridle manner. I entered my house with a struggle. After a bit of effort I managed to heave the door open. I carefully placed him on my bed when I arrived at my bedroom as if he were an ancient artefact. He gradually awoke, his cheeks blushed, contrasting with his pale skin. I fetched some mochi that I had had in my fridge for a while now and gifted some to him. He grinned and devoured them all weighing seconds.

~An 1 hour or 2 later~

We lay there in my bed together; I spooned him and placed my hand on his waist. He rotated around to face me and put his Luke warm hand on my stretched neck and shuffled closer to me. I trailed my hand up his shirt, tracing his faint abs. He flinched as I skimmed over cut. I looked down to see several newly healing cuts on his stomach. A tear formed and left my eye but I wiped it trying to not show emotion. I leaped on him, throwing my arms around him. I discovered the ones scattered on his back earlier in the cubicles at school but I didn't know he had more. Instinctively, I ripped his shirt of to see he was covered in them; all on his wrists and ribs. I straddled him and supported myself by leaning on my arms which were positioned beside his head. I kissed his dejected lips hard and held it for a few long seconds. He rocked me over again so we were on an even level and our legs interlocked. He wiped my tears from my face and I whispered, "Pls don't do this to yourself," and finished it if with another passionate kiss.

Saiki~
As much as I craved cutting myself, if it was coming from Satou I couldn't disobey the occasional requests he gave. I could see the depressing emotion in his tearful eyes. I played with his soft silky hair as our noses connected and slowly kissed, closing the gap between us. Every time it felt like the first. He tasted like sweetness, although I couldn't quite pick out what it was. His lips were comforting and gentle making me feel safe. He actually cared for me well I think so. A pain suddenly stabbed me and I realised that one day I would have to tell him my deepest secret...

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