Saiki's yellow

Together (TW)

!!! TW ¡¡¡ This chapter contains self harm and suicidal references so please be careful reading it. Hope u all r taking care of urselves <3.

Satou~
~Back in time a little bit~
I entered the toilet to hear a gasp. I hesitated with hault and stuttered to continue. I stepped into the cubicle and sat calmly on the toilet. I still felt anxious about Saiki. Was he ok? Was he freaking out again? But I was starting to wonder why I cared for him so much. It's was only in a friend way right? I'm just doing it because that's what a right human would do... r-right? Right? Ugh! I didn't know. He felt special to me. I was always afraid someone would steal him away from me. But w-why? It's not like I have a.... crush.... on him....

I widened my eyes in realisation. I leaned against my knees and held my head. After doing my business I flushed and left the cubicle. I watched the door close: the person who was already in here must've left. I thought nothing of it and washed my hands. I followed the anonymous persons path and left the toilets. I gasped a froze, "S-Saiki."

~Normal time now~

Saiki~
I hesitantly revolved round to see... Satou. I blushed slightly and stumbled out the word, "H-hi..."
"Ya doing ok? I hope u feel ok."
He cared about how I felt? I smiled at him gently and gave a weak and subtle thumbs up. I indicated that I had to get back to my class and speedily turned round almost in tears. I hated lying to him no matter what the situation was. But I knew I could never tell him how I felt unless...

I arrived back to class and entered bringing no attention. I hadn't missed to much luckily so I caught up easily. I mean to be honest my shitty powers did all the work for me technically. I sighed and tried to concentrate but all I could think about him. Did he really care about me? I gritted my teeth and look at my arms. They burned so badly and I wanted to scream. The bell rang in no time and I evacuated back to the toilet. I locked myself in the cubicle, isolating myself from those tortuous people. Why do exist? I could just kill myself right here an now and no one would... care. You know, that doesn't sound like a terrible suggestion. I sighed heavily again. Crying on the toilet seat.

I heard someone enter again. Who was it this time? I rolled my eyes and muttered good grief. I watched there feet under the toilet and I tilted my head in confusion. They opened all the doors as if they were checking that there was anyone in them. But then the shoved at mine. I jumped and hugged my knees in fear that they were going to attack me. I was to tired to just use my powers they were practically useless now. They knocked softly and muttered, "He-hello." His stutter sounded familiar- Hiroshi Satou. Of course. I aggressively wiped my tears in hope that I appeared normal. I opened the door with a forced smile, "Oh hi S-Satou."
"U ok? U look like you've been crying."
"Pft. What? N-no-" I couldn't take it anymore: I burst into tears and flung my hurting arms around him. He slowly closed his arms around me like he was clueless. He hugged tightly as if he would never let go.

"Are you ok, Kusuo... Saiki?" He sounded so serious using my whole name. I couldn't say anything. He took a long deep breath and grasped me harder. It hurt the scars on my back but I really didn't care anymore. Abruptly, he looked into my tearing eyes and smiled reassuringly.

"W-what are you do-" I didn't even have time to finish, his lips we on mine and he held my face closely. My heart practically pounded out my chest. He released for a breath but I kissed him before he could. He leaned me against the wall and he placed hands on my waist. My eyes burst open. I didn't know how I felt about it. It felt weird not gonna lie but I craved it at the same time. His hands slipped up my shirt and touched my back. I squirmed in pain and he stopped. He peeped up my shirt at my back.

Satou~
I gasped in horror. His back was infested with bloody scars. I looked at them and then at him and then at them and at him... My mouth hung from my head and I breathed heavily, "I- Why-" he didn't reply and darted out. I stood there clueless of what to do. I had no clue he would be this bad. Why...? Tears weighed down my eyelashes and hung there for a few moments.  Before I knew it I was a wreck and was sat there clutching my face. I ran after him and searched all over the cafeteria and field for him. I climbed up to the roof of the school and of course there he was. He perched depressingly on edge as if he wanted to fall but he was too scared. I grappled his shoulder before he could jump.
"C-can I stay at urs tonight?" He stuttered
"Yea of course." I perched there with him and scooped him up in my arms. I carried him away from the edge and softly kissed his pale forehead. The day finished before we knew it. I guided him home and let him settle in my room. I fetched him some of my clothes and they looked pretty oversized on him which made him look adorable.

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