Heal Me (Aizawa x Male OC)

Chapter 9

Hawks was an elephant in the room in Chase's mind that was dedicated to reminiscing. As many times as he tried to approach this elephant to get him out of this room so he would stop hogging space, it never seemed to budge. Every time he would merely approach the elephant it would pulverize him in a moment's notice until he was nothing but smooshed guts. 

The haunting red wings flying around in his thoughts caused him to stare blankly at files at times not being able to do his job. Thinking about what was and what could have been. Thinking about being called baby bird the nickname he now despised, and thinking about what happened. Did he do something wrong, or was Hawks just a flirt and got bored? He found that the only bird hunter that could shoot this birdman thoughts was Aizawa. Whenever he hung out with Aizawa he was free, with not a single hawk's thought. This caused him to long for the hunter and hope that Aizawa would randomly visit soon.

As if his prays had been answered, the school's recovery boy felt a hovering figure over him. Looking up expecting to seem a sluggish first-year teacher, he found a bird. The same bird that's tune haunted him every morning. Hawks. 

"Hey kid" A small anxious laugh and the sight of a cocky bird bashfully scratch the back of his neck with an embarrassed face, "been a while, yeah?". His eyes now looking into the nurse that he had been ignoring and avoiding for the past months. 

Chase looked at him with wide eyes trying to figure out whether his unhinged thoughts of this man were coming to potent and now making him hallucinate the fucking chicken. He wanted to reach out and touch for some type of validation that he wasn't going mad, he of course didn't and continued to stare at the previous unreachable Hawks stand before him bashfully, conjuring the words he would say after all this time. 

He wanted to yell at him. Tell him off for towing with his emotions, only to u and leave without a single goodbye. He wanted to make him jealous, tell him all the fun he has had with Aizawa and lie about how he was perfectly fine without him. He wanted the bird to fly in a circle in the sky trying to run away from all the karma that was being spewed at him in this very nursing room. 

But he couldn't and he didn't. He missed him, and that longing for red wings was always going to make him giddy that the bird was here again. "Oh um hey hawks" he smiled slightly at the bird in front of him trying to not kill the conversation in the first seconds of it beginning. Not knowing the stability of these visits. 

"Can we hang out later tonight, I need to talk to you" his eyes no longer focused on the recovery boy instead they were all around the room as if he was watching the particle of dust float around mindlessly. 

"Um yeah we can hang out, is everything ok." that's when the 'dust' became interesting and he looked back into Chases eyes, "No, Ill text you later with details" his words were laced with ice as he turned away from Chase beginning to walk away. 

Short chapter Im sorry, also it's been a minute