Pregnant by Harry Styles

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After Lillian was released from the hospital Harry her and their daughter flew to L.A. Lillian hasn't spoken much since everything happened. Harry was now done with part of his tour he's start the European length within the next few months.

"Mummy okay?" Chase asks Harry as Lillian lays in bed. "Mummy's sad right now darling. Can you give your mum a hug?" She nods and walks over to Lillian's side of the bed. Lillian picks Chase up and holds her in her arms.

Harry quietly shut the door and pulled out his phone. Harry had been trending on Twitter and so had Lillian. People were pissed Harry cancelled and they blamed Lillian for it as well. Harry made sure Lillian didn't see those tweets as she was going through enough already.

Harry wrote out a short message not know what to say.
Hey every one, I want to apologize to the fans for canceling the show I know many of you are disappointed but I will be performing another night to make it up to you. I've seen that hate towards me and Lillian has been trending on Twitter and it breaks my heart. I didn't want to have to say this but if it will get people to stop hating on my fiancé I will. It's really hard to say this, Lillian had a miscarriage the morning of the show. I couldn't leave her alone. I wouldn't have done my best that night either. I love you all very much. Please remember to Treat people with kindness. All the love -H He's hurt, he lost his baby his fiancé was broken and some of his fans were angry.

It took a bit of courage to post what he typed. This was their private life and something that he shouldn't have had to share. Harry turned his phone off and put it up. He opened the door to his room there Lillian was falling asleep as Chase stroked her hair and kissed her on the forehead.

"Daddy come sit with us" Chase says Harry heads to the bed and sits down Lillian lay's her head in his lap and Chase lays between the two. Harry turned on a show for Chase at a low volume so that Lils could sleep.

Things only started getting worse Lillian became angry at herself she pushed Harry away. "CHASE ANNE!"Lillian yells as her daughter paints on her canvas that she been working on. "Mummy it pretty now" Lilli was angry. Red paint covered the small details that took Lillian over 3 hours for each.

"I SPENT 34 HOURS ON THAT PAINTING!" Lillian had never been so angry and she was never this loud with Chase. She watched as tears filled her daughters eyes and she ran out of the room. Lillian grabbed her canvas and threw it she screamed. She painted that for the baby. She fell to her knees Harry ran in and pulled her into his arms. "It's my fault" she cries.

"No it's not Lils. This stuff just happens." Harry tries to calm her down "I felt off that day but didn't say anything. I could have saved them Harry it's all my fault" Harry just held her.

"Baby none of that's your fault you love you didn't know" In that moment Harry knew that he needed to get her some help.

Lillian sat in silence across from her therapist she sent Harry into the hall so that Lillian would be able to feel like she could share anything. "Tell me about yourself Lillian" The doctor smiles at her Lillian stay quiet. "How about I start. I'm Dr.Jillian Pine I'm 34 and have two daughters and a son. I like to read and I also teach at Liberty High" she says trying to get Lillian to talk.

"I'm Lillian. I have a daughter" is all she says. "There's more to you than being a mother Lillian. I've seen some of your work. It's gorgeous tell me about that" Lillian nods she doesn't want to talk about her child she lost.

After being able to get more comfortable Lillian got a little more personal. She told the therapist about her pregnancy and how her and Harry had a rocky start to their relationship. Then she let it all out.

Lillian stayed on the couch while the therapist went out to talk to Harry. "She did really good today. She really opened up after a bit. I'm gonna write her a prescription for some antidepressants to help. Please continue to bring her here it will really help her recovery process. Also make sure you take her out keep her busy" she adds as she writes down the prescription on her pad. Harry nods "Thank you" Dr.Pine nods and walks back in to get Lillian.

"How about we pick Chase up from Uncle Liam's?" Lillian says she seems to be in a much better mood. Maybe she really did need somebody other than just Harry to talk to.

1 year later

It's been a year of therapy. Lillian and Harry are in a really good place. The two having eloped in secret with Chase, their parents, and siblings. "Good morning Mrs.Styles" Lillian smiled she loved his morning voice. "Good morning husband" she kisses Harry. Harry shakes his head "I've got morning breath darling" he jokes. Lillian had already brushed her teeth but laid back in bed after to snuggle with Harry.

"I don't mind kissing a handsome guy with bad breath she teases." Harry gives her a kiss once more and heads into the bathroom to brush his teeth. The two left for their secret honeymoon three days ago and they already miss their little girl like crazy. Chase was now three years old she had the cutest sas but was the sweetest little girl you would ever meet.

"How about we go to the beach?" Lillian pops her head into the bathroom door. Harry definitely didn't mind going to the beach he liked the way Lillian looked in her bikini. Though Lillian was still a bit self conscious because of the scar she got after having Chase.

"Sounds good to me love" he smiles Harry quickly gets his swimming trunks while Lillian slips her swimsuit cover over her bikini. Their hotel was only a block away so they decided to walk. It was really cute.

Harry and Lils made it to the beach Harry started putting down their towels and watched as Lillian looked for shells for Chase. She was perfect in his eyes. Harry got cut off by his phone going off "Hello?" he asks "Hey H sorry to bother you but Chase wanted to talk to mummy and daddy" Harry's mother says "No worries I'll get Lillian real quick" he walks up to his wife and puts the phone on speaker. "We're ready mum".

"Hi mummy hi daddy" the excitement that their daughter had could be heard from miles away. "Hey dove are you having fun with Gran?" Lillian says "Yes mummy. We made cookies for when you come home" she says "Well then I guess me and daddy will have to hurry home soon then" Lillian smiles.

"Chase baby mummy and I are gonna go swimming we'll video call you tonight okay?" harry says as their conversation comes to an end "Okay I love you" she giggles "We love you too darling" they say Harry presses end.

"How about we take a dip in the water" Harry suggests holding his hand out for Lillian to grab she nods and walks with him into the water. Harry pulls her into his arms as they get deeper. He gives her a kiss and smiles he couldn't be happier in this moment.