Pregnant by Harry Styles

Anger

Since taking Harry to the rehabilitation Center Lillian's been working hard to keep him updated and see him. Lillian has to bring Chase with her to work because Chase's school ends early for the year. Lillian honestly wasn't feeling that well this morning.

Lillian held her daughters hand as they walked into the school heading towards Lillian's classroom. They stopped a couple times for students to say hi and do their handshakes with Chase. "Mummy are you okay?" Chase says looking at her mother who is now pale.

"I'm alright dove. Can you go sit in your spot and color for me so I can setup for today?" Chase nods heading to her seat. Lillian puts her hand on her stomach rubbing it a little. She still hasn't told anyone about her baby yet. She's scared out of her mind to say anything so she wears jackets and baggier clothes to hide the bump. She's due sometimes in December she hopes she doesn't have this one the same day as Chase's birthday.

"Dove are you gonna be okay in here by yourself for a second while mummy used the bathroom?" Chase smiles and nods not looking up from her paper.

"If my class comes in have them draw okay" Chase nods once more Lillian stands up quickly heading to the bathroom barley making it to the toilet before she emptied her stomach. She heads to the think sink and rinses her mouth with some water and splashes her face.

She straightens herself up grabs a piece of gum out of her purse and heads back to the classroom. She stops at the door way watching Chase talk with the students. She's showing them a drawing she made.

"This is mummy daddy me and the baby" Lillian's eyes go wide she quickly makes her way into the classroom and tells Chase to go to her seat and continue coloring. Her students look at her "Well I was going to wait to share the news but I guess you guys know. I'm pregnant" she says the class claps.

"Congratulations Mrs.Styles" they all say. "Please do not share this information it has to stay in this room" though she asks she's knows some kids will tell people. When the news of Harry being rehab broke paparazzi followed her to work and wouldn't stop.

She knew this would be even worse. Lillian had been very stressed which she knew was good for the baby. She thought she'd be at ease when Harry was out of rehab. He only had a few days left.

Lillian was frustrated paparazzi won't leave her alone the news broke about the baby and she has to tell Harry. "Ow" she whispered as a sharp pain shot across her stomach. She reaches for her phone and dials her brother she cries in pain.

Chase runs to help her mum she grabs the phone and tells Liam he needs to come help. Lillian had passed out from the pain.

When she woke up she was in a hospital bed Harry was holding her hand. "What are you doing here?" She asks shocked to see him. "They called saying you passed out and that you were bleeding. I had to leave my program I shouldn't have left you alone. I'm here now Lils for you and Chase" she can't help but feel guilty he had to leave early because of her and the baby.

"Is the baby okay?" She starts to sit up. "The doctor said he'd be back to talk to us I'm sure everything is fine darling"he grabs her hand.

Though when he did come in and explain the situation it only made things worse. Lillian stopped listening after she heard that she could die if she continues the pregnancy and has the baby. There was also a small chance of the baby dying.

"There are options Lillian. We can terminate the pregnancy which will not cause you any harm. You can try again in the future but it's best to wait after the procedure." He explains.

"I'll give you two some alone time to talk" he says heading into the hallway. Lillian looks at Harry she's lost and angry and confused. How could this happen? Yes she had some pain and bleeding in the beginning of the pregnancy but she was told it was spotting.

"Lils maybe we should get the procedure. We can try again in a year or two." He says she could never get an abortion. They waited so long for this baby through all the heat ache and pain she wasn't going to give up on the child growing inside her.

"I can't do that Harry. After losing our other baby and struggling to finally get pregnant again. I won't give up on them. The doctor said that as long as I take it easy and stay on bed rest I could be alright." She says he's not listening though. He won't lose her again like he did all those years ago.

"Lils please you aren't thinking this through. The doctor said that you could die and that they probably wouldn't make it either. I won't lose you I can't raise Chase by myself we need you" he pleads

"Harry I'm not aborting this baby. We aren't talking about this anymore." She crosses her arms. She'll do anything for this child even if it means dying.

"Why are you being so selfish?" He asks angrily he can't control his emotions he's been trim his to get clean leaving his pregnant wife and daughter by themselves and now he might lose her. "Fine I'm selfish but the same can be said about you mr addict." Her words stung a bit to Harry she didn't mean it but she was angry.

They both were angry with each other with the world with everything. It wasn't supposed to be like this. They were supposed to be happy with no addictions pregnancy scares and death. It was supposed to be easy. This time was supposed to be better.

When Lillian was released she refused to speak to Harry who tried to convince her and just move on form the topic. Once they made it home she made her way upstairs into their bedroom slamming the door locking it afterwards.

"Lils can we please just talk about this."the knob moves. Harry knocks on it hoping to hear a response. Lillian was in bed facing away from the door tears running down her face. She sniffles a bit before speaking "I don't want to talk about it" she says holding back her tears.

Harry let's out a sigh before going into the living room sitting on the couch. He's thinking about the situation. How is he supposed to just let her do this. He could never love the thing that killed the love of his life.