Pregnant by Harry Styles

Confused

After finishing her painting which took her almost 8 hours Lillian decided she was going to get herself something to eat. Just as she was about wash up when a knock came from her door. "Harry?" she looked at him he looked as though he'd been crying. "Is everything okay?" she asks yes he hurt her but she will always be there for him when he needs it.

"Nothing is okay Lils I said something to you that I deeply regret. I want to be there for you and our baby. I want to stay friends Ari is just gonna have to deal with it." he explains. Where was this coming from? Ari. Was she right was Ari the reason he was acting not like himself? "Oh." is all she can say she's at a loss for words.

"You can be apart of this baby's life Hazza. We can remain friends for the sake of the baby. I'm still mad about what you said but I can be an adult and let that go." I explain. "I'm so sorry Lillian I didn't mean it all and I know I probably won't be able to make it up to you for a long time but i'll try." he says. "Harry it's fine we can move past it. We can talk more later i'm gonna go get dinner" she heads towards her room Harry stops her "How about I take you it'll be my treat" he offers. He's trying right? She decided to agree to dinner so they can talk more. "Okay but let me get changed first I just finished painting" she heads into her room changing into something simple like before.

Lillian walks out of the bedroom and sees Harry waiting for her on the couch. "Where would you like to go?" he asks "Anywhere really i'm starving" she says he decided to take her to this Chinese restaurant that the boys and them use to meet up at all the time. Lilli smiled as she saw the sign for her favorite stop. The two walk in and the owner greets them with a huge smile. "It's been a while since we've seen you guys. Are the others coming?"he asks "Just us tonight" Harry smiles "Oh I see" he winks at Harry and seats them.

"So how do we want to go about this situation?" Harry asks bluntly "Well you can be as involved as you want i'm fine with 50/50 custody because I don't thinks it's cool for someone to take their child away from the other parent" she explains "Okay do you want to keep the baby a secret from my fans or do you want to tell them?" he asks "Um i'm not sure.. Maybe we can tell them when i'm further along." she takes a sip of her water. "Alright what about last names? Will they have both or one?" he looks at her. "Um..well since we aren't married or even together I figured they will have my last name" he looks a bit hurt but understands "Okay whatever you want i'll support. One last thing if we tell the world about the baby do you want us to pretend to be together. I just don't want anybody to hate on you or anything." he explains.

"I'd rather not lie Hazza. People can judge me all they want but i'm not gonna listen." she looks through the menu deciding to switch up what she gets. The waiter comes over and the two order their food.

"Harry?" Lillian breaks the silence between the two "Yeah?" he looks at her "Have you told Ari yet?" he shakes his head no. "Oh okay..." hoping that somehow the conversation could to turn better Lilli decides that she could talk about another topic. "Did I tell you I finished my new painting? Took me almost three months to finish but i'm very happy with it" Harry smiles he loves it when she talks about her art. Seeing Lils face light up made him happy. "I saw it while you were getting changed. It's beautiful as always" he feels butterflies. Butterflies? This has only ever happened once before, a few years ago when Harry had a massive crush on Lillian. He never had the courage to tell her and it went away as soon as she started seeing someone else. Maybe he feels this way because she is having his baby?

"I'm glad you like it. I hope that it gets a good bid I really want it to make a lot for the charity" she explains there it was again. Those butterflies, maybe it was the way she smiled at him or maybe it was the way she talked to him but Harry was starting to become enamored with her once more.

"Hazza are you feeling alright?" she breaks him out of his thoughts "Huh.. oh yeah why?" he questions "Your cheeks a turning pink" she explains "Oh it's just a bit warm in here is all" he lies.

"Oh okay" their food arrives and the two eat their dinner while talking about their past and the little memories they made in that very restaurant with one direction.  Lilli started yawning she was drained from the day. Harry checked his watch and noticed it was already 11:00. "How about I take you home" Harry puts two hundred dollar bills on the table and the two leave. He knew it was way more then the check called for but the service was excellent and they let them stay past closing time.

Lillian fell asleep in the car on the drive home. Harry couldn't help but smile she looked adorable. He was definitely sure that he had a crush on her now. "Lils we're here" he gently shakes her to wake her up. She rubs her eyes and starts to get out of the car. "Thanks" she smiles "It was just dinner don't worry about it" he returns the smiles "Yeah that too. Thanks for coming around though. Goodnight Harry" he watches her close the door "Goodnight" he whispers.

Lillian woke up the next morning rushing to her toilet. She had thrown up what felt like all of her organs. She was not ready to get used to this she hated being sick and she especially hated throwing up.