EVERYTHING - criminal minds/mgg oneshot/imagines

S.R. -- no need to rush -- smut

Summary - you and spencer are in a relationship and when you overhear morgan teasing spencer about something private, you decide to help spencer out a bit.

Warnings - virgin!spencer, fem!reader, kinda soft dom!reader, fingering, oral (male receiving), unprotected sex, creampie. *let me know if i missed anything*

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you knew spencer was a bit touch averse. it only made sense with his germaphobic tendancies. the only thing is, you thought he had worked past those with you. so naturally, when he stops abruptly during a heated make out session, you got a little... insecure? worried? you weren't quite sure just yet.

but you would find out.

you and spencer had been in a relationship nearing 5 months. everyone on the team found out about your dating each other entirely on accident, a story for another time.

when you walked into the bau late with spencer, derek had that smug, suggestive look on his face. you just rolled your eyes and went directly to your desk.

in reality what had happened was you both stayed up late, him explaining to you the concept of time in fluidity and a few different theories. you had both slept through each of your alarms, so when you woke up to your fourth one you had set, you immediately woke spencer up from his sleeping position on your stomach.

luckily it was only a paperwork day, so you could probably catch up on sleep anytime after you left.

on your lunch break, you were going to see if spencer wanted to go get some thai with you. finally unfocusing from your case files, you turned your eyes to your boyfriend at his desk, apparently talking with morgan about something.

he looked frustrated, and embarrassed. at first you didn't understand what about, but you figured it was probably what morgan had said when you both came in late.

finally getting up to go save your boyfriend, you slowly walked up to his desk. you didn't try to hear what was being said. you kind of just did.

"morgan, stop!" spencer exclaimed, neither of them noticing your arrival. you stopped far enough away to hear the rest of what they were saying.

"reid, look, it's no big deal if you're a virgin," derek said. "i'm sure y/n would understand," he said, trying to hide his laugh.

"it's embarrassing. i'm a 25 year old virgin," he huffed. "god! have you seen her? she's gorgeous. imagine what she'd say when she finds out. what if she just doesn't want me anymore? what if she wants someone who knows what they're doing?" he ranted out, obviously worried about your reaction.

were you surprised? a little bit, yea. he's gorgeous. there's no question about that. how could someone look at him and not want to be with him?

but what really surprised you was that he was worried that you'd leave him if you found out.

you loved him, and he knew that.

you had been friends for a while before you finally admitted your feelings for him after the lila archer incident. he was shocked, saying he never thought you'd feel the same, saying that if he'd known he would have never kissed her back and that he really wanted you. then he got you. he never wanted to lose you.

and while he knew that you loved him, a part of him, the insecure part, was worried that you'd realize how amazing you are and leave him.

he'd seen a few of your past boyfriends, and there was no doubt in his mind that they were more attractive than him. they were more muscular tough guys.