EVERYTHING - criminal minds/mgg oneshot/imagines

S.R. -- being there -- fluff

TW: fluff, mutual pining ig, talk about a friend with an abusive household, child dying, schizophrenia, gn!reader (i'm pretty sure, again)

Summary- reader is always being comforted by spencer, and wants to return the favor.

WC-2,198

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spencer is the most supportive, kind hearted man you know. hands down. no question about it.

one of the reasons you know this is because of every time we go on a case. he's always making sure that others aren't affected by the results of the case.

you remember one specific case about children getting abducted, who were actually from abusive households.

now, you don't come from an abusive household, but your best friend from high school did. you would go to school and have to give him food because his parents were too obsessed with spending their money on other ways instead of feeding their child.

so, you were obviously a bit upset from this case.

and spencer made sure you were feeling better about everything.

he gently rocked me in his arms as you had a panic attack when they killed the missing child in front of your eyes.

he even came to your place later that night to ensure that you was okay. he ended up reading your favorite book to you as you fell asleep in his arms on the couch.

that night you secretly promised him that if he ever needed a shoulder to cry on or a set of ears to listen to him that you would always be there.

so when the unsub had schizophrenia, you could see the effects it had on his mood and behavior.

he even blew up on hotch, talking about how the profile makes it seem like the unsub is killing because they have schizophrenia.

on the plane, he sat alone in the corner and read his book, well, more like stared at his book. he was on the same page for over 4 minutes.

you got up and walked over to sit beside him. you gently placed a hand on his upper arm to alert him of your presence, to which he just glared up at you. you sat beside him as he shut his book carefully as if the words would fall right off the page if he shut it too hard.

"y/n. what is it?" he huffed as he looked at you with eyes full of remorse and frustration.

"i just want to make sure you're okay. you can come to me about it if you need to, spence. i promise i'm here for you," you finished, placing your hand gently over his. he snapped his hand back with a look of disgust.

"why do you think i need to go to you about it? i'm perfectly fine, y/n. so please just leave," he finished angrily.

you nodded my head in understanding as you began to stand and walk away, noticing everyone's eyes on you and what just went down. you sat on the couch and curled into a ball.

you wouldn't give up on him just yet.

once everyone all got off the jet, you made your way to your desks to drop off the files for the case we would need. you noticed spencer dropping at his desk, which happened to be right across from yours.

"spence?" you questioned hesitantly, not wanting to anger him even more.

"what do you want?" he asked with a 'tude.

"i just want to make sure you're okay. i know the case was difficult for yo-"

"just stop!" he snapped at me, finally meeting my eyes. "i'm okay! i'm not gonna break just because of one case! just leave me alone, y/n..." he finished, picking up his bag and leaving the bau.