'is spencer just said he loves me. he's probably throwing emma off. but i kinda want him to mean it.'
e "bullshit"
her finger starts to tighten around the trigger and you hear a boom but this time you feel nothing. you look up and see emma on the floor with a pool of blood.
s "we need a medic in here stat."
you door opens as spencer cuffs her and the medic starts to take care of her.
"are you okay?"
"hey i mean i'm not the one shot in the gut this time so i guess i am fine."
you see ssa brewster and ethan approach. all you feel is your cheeks heat up and eyes burn.
'don't cry. don't cry. don't cry don't cry. don't-'
e "with emma in custody you two are safe. valentina does not care about her marks after so you two are free to get back together."
y "ohhhh you don't know. well ethan loves you so have fun with that."
e "y/n come on you-"
y "shut the fuck up ethan GOD why do i feel deja vu right now. ya know what i can't deal with this. ATTENTION EVERYONE ATTENTION PLEASE. EVERYONE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE IM TIRED IF THIS."
e "y/n"
y "what what do you fucking want just go run off to the french countryside with eMilYyYy."
e "y/n please."
y "you know what FINE. could you two give us a moment"
spencer and emily both leave as you and ethan sit across from each other at your island.
"i don't know why you want to talk ethan. there's nothing to talk about. you don't love me anymore and i just gotta deal with it."
"y/n i do still love you. they made me say that shit in case she was listening."
"bullshit."
"y/n i'm serious i am still in love with you. i am so ridiculously in love with you and i have always been."
"no. i can't deal with this right now."
"y/n please."
"no ethan. no."
"y/n"
you hear his voice break and you feel your heart drop to the floor. you start crying again. you can't look up to his eyes but he cups your face so he has to.
"ethan."
"y/n i'm sorry."
"you break my heart over and over gain and then put my life in danger two times."
"y/n i am sorry."
"and i don't forgive you so deal with it. i sat for months dealing with the pain of you gone and reliving the moment i lost you because i didn't mean it but then you come back and do this shit."
"IM SORRY Y/N. I AM SO SORRY."
"what do you want me to say 'i forgive you'? or or do you want me to strip down and beg to fuck my brains out because i'm just so desperate for you and i don't have two perfectly good options. one had three grammys and one had three PHDs."
ethan hasn't dropped his hands from your face and pulls you towards him.
"what the fuck dude"
you let your heart take over and smash into him.
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thanks mark ethan nestor x reader
Fanficy/n is in LA growing her youtube channel. she befriends her long time hero markiplier and he introduces her to his friend, ethan. she can't help but fall head over heels for him and so does he. like i want to add hella drama but also idk what i wou...
