I don't know if I could love

Heaven Sent

Yn pov. only if he would listen... lex doesn't talk to me even when we're home he just says hi and bye he drives me to work and picks me up I'm not mad at him but I told him I needed a break I'm not ready for that lovey dovey shit maybe I should just die I must have been a mistake I feel like I am not important to anyone maybe it's the way I am or is it because people hate me and wanna kill me maybe I should do it myself right I'll just try . end of pov.
Yn went and grabbed a knife from the kitchen draw and went to the bathroom as she walked in she ran a bath then she took her clothes off and started to cut her wrist as tears ran down her face her hand fell over the tub and she passed out
1hr later
Melanie walks in the house ready for Yn to come downstairs because they was suppose to be shopping today she screams Yn name and gets no answer then she runs upstairs because she sees water on the stairs she looks for where the water is coming from and come to find out she saw Yn and started crying she called the ambulance the cops came and was asking questions Melanie was so upset she didn't even want to talk.
Doctor: Ms.Melanie Yn isn't waking up you could go see her if you want just know we will do everything and anything to help her up and their is a guy by the name of lex here to see Yn too
Melanie: (runs to lex and starts crying) s-she cut her-herself I found her in the tub at your crib I was scared now she's not waking up
Lex:(crying) it's probably all my fault I know it's my fault I'm so damn stubborn I should have been their to hear her cry... can I go in the room Mel
Melanie:(shakes her head) yea go
Lex:(walks inside the room) Yn look I'm sorry for not talking to you and leaving you left out I just wanted to be alone because without you I don't feel like anything I can't live without you I just wanna make you laugh hold you tight and never let you go i wanna make you breakfast in bed in the morning I would do anything for you anything you want just wake up Yn please I'm begging you
Yn in heaven: wow he just apologized that was so cute I can't believe I'm in heaven I don't even want to die even though I was about to kill myself I shouldn't have done that maybe I should go back it's not even my choice though
God: Yn don't be worried your still young and your still beautiful no matter what I don't want you to hurt yourself just because of what others might think I've been watching you which means that is very good just know I'm protecting you as long as you do what's right now I'm going to give you life again so don't worry about anything but you and yourself ok.
Yn: yes , I understand.
Lex: I guess it's to (GCO by machine beeping) Melanie to come it's beeping yo she's up
Yn: owwwwww my wrist hurt damn (when Yn sees Mel , jay ,and lex she stares at them and starts crying) I'm sorry you guys I didn't mean to do this I was just frustrated and I needed some time alone
Melanie: Yn you don't have to explain the good thing is , is that my best friend is alive
Yn: your right I love you Mel I love all of you (group hugs them) one big family right (smiles)
Yn came out the hospital 2 weeks ago and now she is doing just fine she worked things out with lex now their really close just taking things slow really slow lol jay and his girl is good and Mel and Nicholas are still a couple and is now living together
Yn pov. I love them no matter what I can't miss a day without they loud ass lol. end of pov.
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