I don't know if I could love

Hell and back

Yn pov. I was waiting for the unknown caller to answer the door finally, the door opened and a tall man appeared to the door and he look like he was around my age and his arms were covered in tattoos and I could tell he had some on his stomach because I saw a little bit of it on his neck he pulled me inside and told me to sit down.

??: look shawty I really didn't want to do this but you have to stay with me for a while there's gonna be a lot of explaining and questions and that Lexington Niggah is dead your dads boys killed him just call jay and Melanie when you are finish crying

Yn:(crying, then her nose starts bleeding ) So why do I have to stay here with some Niggah that I don't even know , and when I get out of here in gonna call the cops on my dad he probably killed my mom I know she treated me like shit didn't care for me but , I know that she can change she just gotta control herself but my dad he can't do it he don't give 2 fucks let me show you something (takes jacket off and pulls shirt up mid way , and all you see are scars and 3 cigarette burns) he treats me like shit I fucking hate him , I fucking h-hate him (she gets the tissue and puts in her nose to stop the bleeding)

??: damn that's really fucked up he treated you like dog shit I'm sorry for pulling you inside it's just that niggahs are nosey so I had to grab you inside I bought 6 houses in different places so if your dad ever find us will move until I get closer to my emergency house where all my official stuff is at oh yeah by the way my name is August Alsina

Yn: I'm yn ymn yln but you can call me (ynm =your nickname) I don't have any clothes and Melanie's mom won't let her and jay moved out of town so we can't save them (sniffles) well now I have to stay with a stranger maybe for the rest of my life

August: well you can get to know me and my buddies , they won't be living in the same house as us though they have their own

Yn: well just don't try to get with me I'm watching your every move and I'll hear your every breath ok not to be rude just give me some space I don't need you all on my ass now ok I may sound controlling but I'm not yeah I have a little bit of a fucking attitude to

August: it won't be like that for long we have separate rooms so I'm not gonna be all on your ass so calm down and just relax when you get to know me you'll be fine lol

Yn: I'm deadass August don't play with me , ok

August: w.e shawty u tripping well let's go we hitting the rode in 5 mins be ready I'm gonna change you just sit tight and u can't leave so don't think about it ok

August went to go change he put his suitcases inside the car and Yn went inside the car and then they were on the rode the car drive was long as hell yn was saying in her mind damn I'm sure as hell gonna miss my hometown how could I just up and leave didn't even finish high school yet but even though I'm an A+ student I should be good ig , I better be going to school I'm d.a so I won't have to be called names by the hoes in my school. I hated that but I loved when I was beating the shit out of them it was pretty fun lmaoo . well 3 hours passed and we were finally here to be honest I was dead asf and August was shaking me but that shit don't work so he just picked me up and opened his house door and put me on the couch with a blanket. then he brought our suit cases inside he sat down and then he got his gun and he shot it once I heard that I ran and ducked down because in the projects when you hear a gun you must go down you can't stay up unless you want to get shot yn got up and said "wtf would you do that for" to wake yo ass up sleeping that ride was only 8 hours "he said sounding mighty dumb" , "whatever Niggah just tell me if I'm going to school because I'm not staying in here with yo ass" "hell yeah your going to my school and we gonna have fun it's gonna be lit ma" , "omg we both are going to the same school I'm trying to be a good student I guess I can't because your going to influence me to do stupid shit right " walks away and rolls a blunt and smokes it August got up after smelling yn's weed and he went to see where she was she was in the bathroom smoking a blunt for the first time , "so I see this is your first blunt you never smoked a blunt not even in high school I just want to know who rolled it for you ?" "I did ok and I can smoke I just never wanted to do it again , August this is what I want you to do while I'm here ok don't fucking bother me and don't flirt with me "yn said with a straight face " listen mother fucker you gonna be in my house I pay those mother fucking bills so you gonna watch who the fuck you talking to I'm not these pussy ass lil boys you fuck with I'm only real when you real with me that's all got me fucked up and I dead was trying to be nice to you really but nah you fitting to stay with my homeboy Jay if you fucking talk to me like that I'm not your friend ok "August said mad asf walking out the house to his car" yn went walking upstairs to lay in the room she was gonna be in and then she layed there looking at the ceiling filling sorry because she was type rude and did needed someone to put her in check

3hours later.

*their was a loud bang sound yn went to look for a gun but she couldn't find one so she grabbed a knife and slowly opened the door she stepped back and hid behind the door the person walked in and yn kicked him to the floor and put. the knife to their neck *

yn: who the fuck are you and what do you want ?

August: get off of me dumbass it's August lmaoo *looks at his purple circle on his leg* thanks for fucking up my day more I was trying to give u some food but fuck it *limps to the kitchen and puts food in the fridge* we both starving now FUCKKKKKKKKK MY FUCKING LEG *gets mad and punches a hole in the wall * I CAN'T ANYMORE FUCKING HATE THIS MAN , I SHOULD LET THAT NIGGAH KILLED ME DAMN *starts crying beating the wall up*

yn: I-I'm sorry *walk over to him and holds his hand to pull him up and helps him up the stairs lays him on the bed and then looks at his legg runs to get frozen vegetables and put it on his legg then puts a pillow by his head and lays down next to him* look august I'm sorry I didn't mean anything I said it was just that I was upset and I was type not feeling comfortable I have serious anger problems and I can get a lil cocky and really potty mouthed so I'm sorry *hugs him*

August:it's all good ma I'm actually the one with the really bad temper it's just that if it's not my way nothing is perfect I was going to come in give you food and go to bed because I'm trying to watch out for you I won't sleep , eat, or drink without you being safe because your dad told me to watch you and I thought this niggah was crazy because he was talking about killing you and I'm like hell nah he not gonna kill you 2 days later I get a call your boyfriend died and then your dad died but his body is missing and nobody knows where your mom is, she M.I.A. I didn't loose my parent's but I lost my brother niggahs gunned him down until he stopped moving ever since that day I was the toughest niggah out here you couldn't tell me shit I was born and raised in New Orleans that's why people been asking me have I lost my accent because ever since I came here all I did was curse no other words came out OF my mouth but cuss words and when I cuss I sound like I'm from the real niggah planet lmaoo bug yeah I go hard for a reason just doing what's right

yn: well that's good to hear and I'm sorry for your lost August just know your brother is looking down proudly of what your becoming sometimes though lol

after that yn and August went to sleep together and left all the drama that happened alone.