I don't know if I could love

Need more time

Yn pov. I woke up next to lex all I had on was a big t-shirt and some ball shorts and socks I put on my Adidas slippers and walked downstairs to go eat some cereal when I was finished I took a shower and brushed my teeth when I got out the shower lex ws standing right there I put my hand on his chest because he started walking towards me looking like he was gonna kiss me but I stopped him I'm not really with the love stuff I just don't know what to do so I just walked away and went in my room crying because this is a big desision so I called Jay and Melanie just to get my mind off things . end of pov.
||doorbell||
Lex:(answers and sees Mel and jay his bro) wassup bro hi Mel
Jay: imma chill with lex go talk to Yn
Mel: ok (walks upstairs)
Jay: so I heard about you know u and Yn
Lex: I don't even wanna talk about it because I show my love that I want her back but she just pushes me away and I really have feelings for this girl I just don't know if I could move on because I don't want to I'm going to get her back though I know she wants a break but after that I'm going to get her back
Jay: I feel you bro and I hope that actually happens because Yn is a cool girl I knew her when we was in diapers you just never met her because I hid her from you thinking you was going to take her away lmao but I don't want her I got my girl lol
Lex: I knew you was hiding something from me lol
||The Girls||
Yn: I just don't think I could love , I'm not the relationship type I think I love him a lot I'm just scared because of the bad influence on my mom and dad what if we turn out like them if we had kids beat them and abandoned them I just don't want that
Melanie: Yn do you hear yourself this isn't the Yn I know the Yn I know is the pretty girl that bitches always jealous of and the girl that wants a brown skin boy , cute eyes , at least 6'0-6'6 , football/basketball player , not to talkative but able to hold a conversation and ready when she is the girl that's independent and trusts the ones that's their by her side the one that makes people laugh and never is down that's the Yn I know and I want to see again I know she's their
Yn:(smiles) thanks bestie I'm gonna give him time and I'll talk to him ok
Melanie: good , hopefully you guys would be something very soon
Yn: yeah I guess lol
Hours later Mel and Jay left and lex and Yn we to bed thinking and dreaming about each other lol goodnight

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