Obsession ~ bts ff

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I stare at my brother, who stands at the door of the bathroom, his dark eyes looking scarily empty. 

,,Taehyung I-''

,,No need for explanation, Jimin'', he interrupts his best friend, looking at him with barely no emotion on his face. I feel like I can't breathe right now. I messed up, oh lord. Lookingg down on the floor, not knowing what I should do. The room fills with silence, even though the party is still going on downstairs. 

,,Do you like her?''. This question makes my head go up immediately. Taehyung look straightly into Jimin's face, who looks at his best friend as well. Both men look tensed up. Jimin nods in response.

,,I really like her. Julyn makes me happy, really. And I know, you don't like the idea of your sister datin me. Especially me. But I promise you, I will never hurt her. I never could. She is wonderful and the past two weeks made me, and I also think her, really happy'', Jimin says and I feel his hand grabbing mine, holding it. A little smile appears on my lips. He likes me? Oh lord, Park Jimin likes me. Well, I should have known this, why would he kiss me if he wouldn't like me? Or ask me out? Or holding my hand in front of my brother.

Taehyung takes a deep breath, now looking at me. I stare into his eyes, his dark brown eyes. But there is something happening behind them. I can't tell right now. But I can feel, that there is something different about them. Something even darker. Or maybe it's just my anxiety kicking in, which comes from this strange moment right now. 

,,He is the reason why you areso happy currently right? Not Ji-eun and her stupid coffin memes, right?'', he asks me now and also his voice sounds unfamiliar right now. Deeper, emptier. It makes me nervous that I can't tell how he is feeling or what is going on inside his head. Most of the time I exactly know how he feels or can even tell when something is annoying him so much, that I don't even dare to do those things ever again. Like when I roll my eyes on things that he said. He was so pissed after that, that I never ever dared again to di this, because his annoyed face scared me. It is one of the most normal things in to world to be annoyed by something and it still scares me when I notice that Taehyung is about to feel like that. His eyes always narrow dangerously, his lips form into a line and his jaw clenches unnormaly, that I think they might break in any second. But this Tae is different. I have never seen this before.

Now I am the one who nods in response.

,,I am sorry that I lied to you. But I know that you don't like the idea of me dating your best friend after telling me that I shouldn't even dare to get to know him. Or even commanded me to go into my room when he first visited us. But Jimin truly makes me happy. I had never so much fun than with him. And yes, I like him to. So much'', I answer honestly, still holding Jimin's hand. His lips turn into a big smile as he looks at me and my heart can't stop beating even faster than before. I have never felt anything like that before when he looks at me like that. Or when he is just standing this close to me. Taehyung looks to the ground, running his hand thorugh his curls. He doesn't say nothing for a whole minute and this is makeing me even more nervous. Fuck, just talk Kim Taehyung!

,,Alright'', he says then. ,,I mean, I really want to see my sister being happy. And if Jimin is able to do so, then alright, go for it. But never lie to me again, Julyn. And Jimin, I swer to got I will kill you when you break her heart'', Taehyung says, and his voice seems to get even deeper then before, Even though I never thought it might be possible. But his words make me breathe out and all the anxiety leaving my body. I let go of Jimin's hand and hug my brother, happy that he accepts me and Jimin dating. 

,,Thank you'', I murmur against his chest. He doesn't say anything, he just holds me in his arms before letting go and leaving this bathroom. As soon as he turns his back towards us I feel something trange in the air. Something oppressive. The Taehyung who just left the room, is totaly different from the one whom I have seen at home before the party. I can't tell what it is. I can't tell what has changed. I can't tell what is going on inside his mind and of he truly meant what he said, but I know, that this Taehyung is dangerous. 

This Taehyung is not my brother.