Obsession ~ bts ff

t e n ~ finale

A scream echoes through the forest. And it's not mine. Slowly opening my eyes, afraid of what I am about to see, i look at Taehyung, who was once my brother, laying on the ground. He has his eyes closed, holding his left legs, which loses an amount of blood. 

Four guys in police clothes are walking towards us and Taehyung. Two of them are helping him up before securing his wound from losing even more blood.

,,Kim Taehyung, you are sentenced for taking your sister in hostage, are murder on Min Ji-eun and the property of an illegal weapon which is not registered in the system. You have the right for asking for a lawyer or be silent'', one of the policemen, a really tall bold man, says as the other one holds Taehyung.

,,No! Let me go! I just wanted to protect my sister. SHE IS MINE!'', he cries, trying to escape. My eyes start burning as I watch him getting pushed into the police car which a policewoman drives closet to the cabin. I hold onto Jimin, not able to talk as the policemen try to get answers.

,,JULYN. PLEASE! HELP ME. I AM YOUR BROTHER YOU SLUT'', he yells, tears streaming down his cheek. Even though it hurts seeing him in this condition, I am happy that he is about to go to jail. 

,,Everything will be fine now baby. You are safe'', Jimin mumbles against my head, holding me closer into his arms. I start crying. I have lost my parents years ago, which hurt a lot already. I had to grew up alone with my brother, who did so much for me. Even though we lived at my aunts place, she was a miserable replacement for our parents. Taehyung was the only one I had for so long. He was there for me the whole time, he protected me, made me laugh, sae me cry in the middle of the night. And I never came up with the idea that all of this might have made him feel like a burden. Make him go crazy. He had no real childhood. He lost his parents as well, had to work at a young age, had no friends. No one except me. 

And now I didn't only lost my parents, but also my brother. And my best friend, who was so inlove with a killer, that she would have done anything to get his attention. Would she also kill Jimin, if she had too? I take a deep breath. Everything is so messed up.

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It's been three month now. Ji-eun's funeral was a week later after her parents found out she was dead at the end of the day everything was over. I was there and sure I cried, but I have never felt betrayed like this in my whole life before. So instead of crying because of the pain that causes this loss, I cried because of the way she was killed. Killed by the man she wanted to impress. By the man she lost. By my brother. Taehyung now is in jail, about to move to a asylum. Why? Some doctors found out that he totally went crazy. All the weight that he had on his shoulders since the day our parents died. He got schizophrenia. The fact that he always warned me from any guy, any person, saying they would be all dangerous and not good enough for me, saying they were the bad ones, saying Jimin would take me away from him, being not good enough for me, was just a symptom. Everyone around him would be danger. Everyone coming closer to me, breathing next to me, would take me away from him. That he would be the only one able to make me happy. 

And now? For the main time I moved to Jimin. I couldn't go back to the place that would constantly remind me of my brother. I packed my things and moved to him. His parents understood the situation and were okay with me. 

I am thankful for havong Jimin by my side. Even though I am afraid that he moght be annoyed by me crying all over the time. The whole night, keeping him up. Distracting him from studying. I don't want to be a burden. And though he tells me the opposite, saying all of this wouldn't matter and that I should take my time processing all of this, letting me cry as long as I want and that he would take care of me as long it's needed, makes me still feel that he lies to me. But what makes me feel loved and welcomed and safe is every time he holds me in his arms, in the middle of the night, caressing my cheek and my arms, telling me he loves me. 

,,I will always be on your side. As long as you want me to. I will be the one who will make you the happiest person in the world. What ever it costs. What ever it takes'', he mumbles, softly laying his lips on mine. Kissing him back, with all the love that I hold in my heart for him, giving him everything. He was there for me in the past month when no one else did. He tried to make me smile, gave me my free time alone, excepted when I didn't want to see anyone and loved me when we wanted.

I totally fell for Park Jimin and now, after years of being a little bird in a cage, not able to see the world, I am finally free. With the man I love. With the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. Hopefully I will say that in the next past weeks, month and years as well. 

I am finally free. I am truly happy.

Sorry, Taehyung, but now it's my turn to live to the fullest.