Obsession ~ bts ff

f i v e

Reminder: I am not a narrative english speaker, and I already know that there are many mistakes in this chapter. Forgive me. I tried my best.

It's been a week since the incident with Jimin at that factory. And the one in the car. Which didn't leave my mind at all. Sometimes I still imagine his lips on mine, the plump beautiful lips that made me crazy. Taehyung doesn't know about that, and I actually don't want to talk about that, even though I somehow feel bad to keep secrets from my brother. And even more bad that I haven't told him that I have been on a date with Jimin last sunday yet. It was wonderful. He was such a gentleman. He picked me up after telling Taehyung that I would go do something with Ji-eun. He was really charming, funny, caring. I indeed felt free when I was with him. I kind of was happy. Happier than ever before. Not that Taehyung doesn't make me happy, but there is something different about the way Jimin makes me happy. Is it strange that I say something like that just after a week of knowing him? Maybe. Should I still feel bad that I am dating the best friend of my brother without telling him? Maybe. But I don't. Taehyung can't always control me and my life. I know that he wants me to be safe and sound. I mean, I am the only family that he has. And the other way around too. Next week is Jimin's party. And I still feel kind of weird knowing that I am about to go there. Partys aren't my type od time wasting activity. I rather lay in bed and read something. But I have to g out of my comfy shell and do things I am not familiar with. Trying new things. A 'beep' sound pulls me out of my trance and makes me look on my phone, which makes me immediately smile. 

Jimin: ,,Hey Pretty. What are you doing?''

I bite my bottom lip. Jimin always calls me pretty. I don't say that I don't like it, I mean I LOVE it. 

Julyn: ,,I was thinking about the party next week. How about you?''

Jimin: ,,Thinking about you''

I feel my cheeks getting red promptly. 

Jimin: ,,Just to let you know - Taehyung is coming as well''

My eyes widen. I should have known that. But I somehow forgot it. Why should Jimin not invite his best friend over to a party? Which best friend does that kind of shit?

Julyn: ,,And you think it is a great idea to invite me as well?''

Jimin: ,,He doesn't have to know that. Tell him that Juyln wanted you to come with her. That would be pausible or not?''

Julyn: ,,Yeah, sure''

Jimin: ,,See, everything will be fine. It will be fun. And if I want to kiss you, I will do it secretly''

I start giggling.

,,What are you laughing at?''. I flinch and let my hand fall to my stomach since I lay on my bed. Looking at my door, seeing my brother standing there, coming towards me. 

,,Ah, Ji-eun just sent me a funny video. That weird coffin dance video. I still have to laugh about that'', I lay and put my phne away so he doesn't see any upcoming messanges that I might get from Jimin. He sits down on my bed, looking at me. 

,,Do you know what I have noticed?'', he asks me, looking into my face. His pretty dark eyes look directly into mine. I shake my head,waiting for his answer.

,,You somehow look happier the past days. There is a different smile on your face than the one I already know. I don't say that I don't like it, but I am questioning what the cause of this smile is'', he answers and a short smile appears on his lips. It's not that boxy smile he always has given me, but also not the one when he is just trying to smile to show me that he is fine even though I know he isn't.