Y/n's Diary: Silent Tears

CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER TWO: THE TRAGEDY

Y/n' POV

I woke up with a headache. My eyes couldn't bear the sun rays entering my windows and hitting my face. I slowly lifted my body in order to sit down.

"Y/n-ah, you're awake now. Here, I brought some banana milk for you." Jungkook said as he entered the room bringing a tray of food.

"Huh? Why am I having breakfast on bed?" I asked him.

I asked him seriously and this man has the audacity to laugh his ass off and said, "I want you to rest Y/n-ah. Don't move too much. I'll enroll you to some pregnancy stretching or exercises soon."

"So are you trying to make me fat or what?" I asked him.

"Ani, of course not. Even though you're fat, I will still love you with all my heart." He says as he extends him arms and hugged me.

Cringe

"Ew, get off me. I haven't even washed up yet." I murmured as I knew my hair smells bad.

"Tch, eat your breakfast now honey, I'm off to work. I'll try to come home earlier. Don't move too much ok? I renewed our Netflix subscription so just watch K-dramas all day.I also prepared some salad for you if you ever get hungry and I threw away the chips." He said as he turned on the air purifier.

"Huh? Why would you throw away the chi-"

"Uh uh uh! Don't eat junk foods. Eat more fruits and vegetables. I also got rid of the sodas we have." He said with authority making his seriousness known.

"But I-"

"No buts Y/n. Gotta go! See ya later honey." He said as he kissed my cheeks.

"Tsss. I don't care if you threw away the chips Mr. Jeon Jungkook. At least I have netflix."

2 AND A HALF MONTHS LATER...

"Gguk, where are you? It's already midnight." I asked over the phone because I was anxious.

"Aigooo. Why are you still awake, Y/n? Go to sleep." He said sounding drunk.

"Ya, did you drink again? You've been drinking a lot lately." I said getting more anxious.

"Ohhh? I didn't get drunk. Just go to sleep. I'll be there soon." He said.

"But-"

"You know what Y/n? It's none of your business!" He yelled. I'm sure he was drunk. He sounds weird.

"Eh? What do you me-"

"I'm tired of you Y/n. You always act like you own me. You always ask about my whereabouts. Just let me live my life!" He yelled over the phone.

I knew he was drunk. I was certain that he was yet my heart still broke into pieces. Maybe he said this to me BECAUSE he was drunk... But... What if he has been holding it back since then? 'Am I that selfish?'

He ended the call. After the three beeps, silence followed and took over the room. I felt like I wanted to throw up again. I couldn't help but to run into the bathroom and vomit. Tears started forming in my eyes. I don't know if it was because I threw up or my heart ached so much that my eyes wanted to tear up as well. I felt useless....

I don't want to cry... But I couldn't help but burst into tears. The sound of my loud weeping broke the silence. It echoed through the bathroom making me feel more alone in this cold, dark night.