Y/n's Diary: Silent Tears

CHAPTER 8

LONG CHAPTER AHEAD~~

CHAPTER EIGHT

Y/n's POV

The room was filled with my and Jin's presence alone. The deafening silence yelled right in front of my ears. I don't know what to think.

"Why did you talk to him in the first place?" He asked me after I told him what happened with Jungkook and I this morning.

"I never intended to talk to him..." I replied.

I bit my lower lip in attempt to stop the tears that formed in my eyes from escaping....

I kept my eyes on the floor as I hold my breath.

He handed me a handkerchief but I declined, "I don't need it." I said with my shaking voice.

Damn, why did my voice needed to shake.

"Take it." Jin said as he he pulled his hand closer to me.

My shaking hands slowly took the handkerchief and the moment that the molecules from my hand touched the handkerchief, he pulled my arm bringing me to his arms.

"You can cry now." He whispered with his soft voice.

"I don't want to cry, Jin." I denied.

"You can cry because it's me..... Don't be afraid." His words made my eyes sting and pulled all the tears away from my eyes. My tears landed on his shirt. The sound of my sobs and sufferings echoed throughout the room.

"I thought I wouldn't be affected anymore."

"I thought I'd be ok"

"I thought I already moved on"

"I thought I can handle it already."

Billions of 'I thoughts' were running in my head but I only managed to say a few to my husband.

"Hushh Y/n... Don't be scared. I'm here and I love you" Jin's voice seemed to calm me down while he was rubbing my back in circular motion.

"I remembered so many times of you saying that." I cried louder.

"I'm feeling guilty cause I'm so sensistive.... You're the only person I can run too and I know you have your own burdens too." I whispered.

"Anieyo. It's ok. I'm happy. This shows that you're comfortable around me." He smiled like crazy while his wife is crying in front of his arms.

'He's crazy. Isn't he?'

All my sad days didn't seem to be that painful because of a man named Jin. Kim Seokjin....He was always there for me.

JIN'S POV

Y/n cried herself to sleep in my arms. I slowly carried her to the king sized bed and placed placed a blanket over her.

I have some jerk to teach a lesson...

"Jeon Jungkook!" I yelled as I knocked on their door room.

Eun Ha opened the door. My gazes were inside their room ignoring the fact that Eun Ha was wearing very revealing clothes.

I walked pass by her and proceeded to find Jungkook.

"Jin, what are you doing here?" He coldly asked.

My mouth didn't open. I approached him and in a split second, my fist landed into his face- the reason why he fell down.