Y/n's Diary: Silent Tears

CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER FOUR

Y/n's POV

"Mr. Hong, we'll be off now." Jin said as we bowed together as a sign of respect.

"Ahh, yes. Ok ok. I'll be taking care of the other guests here. Goodbye! Thank you for your time Seokjin and Y/n." He replied with a smile.

A few minutes later, I found myself sitting in the passenger front seat of Jin's car.

"Ya. Isn't it weird?" Jin asked starting a conversation

WHAT IS GOING ON IN THIS MAN'S HEAD AGAIN? Aigoo.

"Huh?" I asked shortly.

"It's been 8 years but I'm still so handsome. I never aged a bit." He said as he adored himself while driving.

I laughed at this man's mindset. I even suspected that he was a vampire for not aging

I sighed shortly, "I don't know about that Jin. I really don't..." I said teasing him.

"Ya. Come on Y/n-ah. You're so lucky to have a handsome husband like me. I know how to cook, I can dance and sing. I can even play the pia-"

"Ne. Ne. Sure you can. But you can never surpass me on the super Mario game" I said teasing him more.

A loud "Ya" escaped his mouth causing me to laugh.

"Arrasseo, Arrasseo. You're almost perfect." I said telling the truth.

"Tch. A lot of girls wanted me but I chose you. " He started.

He reminded me of Jungkook. He was the international playboy and almost every girl's dream yet he chose me.. I didn't hesitate to say yes to him but in the end, I only got hurt. I wasn't expecting anything because I knew that I had millions of armys as my rival when it comes to Jungkook's heart.... It's just so disappointing that our love story ended on sad terms.

"You rejected me at first but you couldn't resist my handsome face and charm... KKKKK-ahhh" He said praising himself pulling me back to reality.

I smiled, "Tch. Why are you bragging when I rejected you?"

FLASHBACK.....

THIRD PERSON'S POV

"Y/n-ah... Will you be my girl?" He asked.

"I'm sorry but I'm with jungkook now." Y/n replied as she rejected Kim Seokjin.

He felt his heart sunk to the bottom of his chest. He was so heartbroken. They were bestfriends since Highschool. They were that close.

"But you'll still be my friend, right?" Y/n asked but Jin just smiled and accepted her decision.

END OF FLASHBACK...

"Ya. Stop bringing that back" Jin said pissed off.

I laughed softly, "JIN-ah. That was a part of our love story." I replied.

"OHHHH...But do you remember the time when you were so heartbroken?" Jin asked getting back on me.

FLASHBACK...

Y/N'S POV

Jungkook and I are no longer in a relationship. I'll cut off my connections with him. I locked myself up in my room and didn't eat for days.

I tried to wipe my tears but it was useless. Every time I wipe a tear, new ones will form in my eyes and replace the old tears. My hair was so tangled. My skin was so dry. I didn't bother to eat nor drink anything for the past few days. I deactivated on all my social media accounts.

I looked at myself at the huge mirror in front of me. The sight of seeing myself being weak and crying alone on the floor disgusted me.

A knock on the door was heard. I don't want to open up but when he spoke.... I remember that he was still there for me.

I washed my face with water and patted it dry with a towel. I tried to look as calm as possible but the redness from my eyes made it too obvious that I cried.

I turned the knob of the door and slowly looked at the person standing in front of me.

"Y/n-ah. What on earth is goi-"

I couldn't stop myself from wrapping my arms around him. I hugged him so tightly. His presence made me feel like all my problems are gone. The comfort that I can only feel from Jin...

"Y/n-ah.... Kwenchanha." He whispered in my ears as he patted my back softly. I felt a soft kiss on my forehead.

I couldn't help but to sobb in his arms. I was so stupid for abandoning him just to be with Jungkook.

"Jin, I'm so sorry for sacrificing our time...." I said.

I knew that he got hurt the moment I started losing time for him. We barely talk to each other...

"Y/n-ah... I never... I never got mad at you..... You don't need to be sorry." He whispered. I can feel his breath touching my skin.

I felt my chin tremble as more tears flowed from my eyes.

"Y/n... Stop crying... It hurts me to see you like this." Jin said.

END OF FLASHBACK

My gosh Kim Seokjin. You didn't have to bring that up again....

"Alright, fine. You win. Tch" I said in defeat.

"I always do" He smirked.

10 MINUTES LATER....

Our conversation ended as we went back to our house.

We happily opened our arms to hug our kids. Yes, our kids.

First... There's Jun-Young, he's the eldest... Then there's Moon-Young, she's just 4 minutes younger than Jun-Young. They're twins.... Then there's Sook-hee, he's is the third child and Sook-Yeon. They're just 8 years old and 6 years old.

"Did you miss appa?" Jin asked as he hugged four of them.

"Ne. But we miss eomma more." They all said before running into me and hugging me.

"Omooo.... You're all so cuteeeee" I said pinching their cheecks.

"Ya ya ya. Don't you miss your appa?" Jin said as he pouted. Tch...

"Ya ya ya. Don't do that, you look like a duck." I whispered to him making him slowly stop and changed to a no-emotion face.

"Aigooo.... Kaja kaja.... Let's go inside and eat" I said guiding our children inside....

2 week's ago

Jin's POV

"Jin! Kim SEOK-JIN!" I heard Y/n screaming as she entered my office.

"Omo. Did you miss me that much?" I asked as I excitedly smiled.

"Ya. What is this?" She asked as she showed me a familiar piece of paper.

"Yeah, what is that?" I asked as I was approaching her because my eyesight is not that clear so I can't see the paper clearly,

As I got closer, I slowly recognized the piece of paper she was holding. Realizations suddenly hit me.

"Oh, sorry... I left it on my table earlier." I said.

Damn Seokjin.... Why are you so careless?

I froze when she asked me this question...

"What does this suppose to mean?"