Sleep with one eye open

Worry Hour

"DEREK!?" I tried screaming to him, but it was too late. He was out the door already.
"That doesn't seem good.." Reid said kind of worried. I wanted to scream "OBVIOUSLY IT DOESNT SOUND GOOD." But I controlled myself. After all, I don't want him running off again.
The door swings open and Emily and JJ are in my room now..
"Guys what's wrong?" I ask. At this point I'm terrified...
"Everything's going to be okay. Penelope put this on and it'll all be alright." Emily hands me a bullet proof vest...
"What's this for?" I'm almost in tears...
"We think Miles might be here. But we aren't 100 percent positive."
"WHAT!?!! No oh my gosh. No!" I'm screaming and crying. I can't help but think what's going to happen if he finds me.
Reid and Emily are next to me and they are both hugging me. Emily hands Reid something. I can't quite see what it is. It so tiny..
"What's that Em?" JJ said from across the room.
"Nothing.. Just.. Nothing. Don't worry about it." Emily and Reid were both staring at each other with fear..
"No no, what is it?" I said reaching for Reid's hand. "Give it to me"
I grabbed Reid's hand and took a piece of paper out of his hand. I open up the paper and begin to read, "Room 105, 7th floor. 10:30 sharp."
"What's that for?" JJ asked nervously. We all know Emily and Hotch are a thing... Why is Emily telling him where to go at 10:30!?
"It's nothing. Really guys. It's nothing. Can we please focus on what's happening right now? Please?" Reid is as bright as a tomato right now. Something is up with him and Emily... I know it.
JJ is standing at the foot of my bed looking out the door, Emily is on the right side by the windows, and Reid is on the left by where the two rooms connect. I still don't know who's in the room next door. Someone named Eli. I haven't seen him though. I just hear the doctors every once in a while checking up on him.
I keep thinking about Derek and how we JUST got married and we have gone through so much already. This whole Miles thing, me being in a coma for as long as I was.. And this isn't even over..
*a half hour later*
I keep trying to look past JJ to see out the door. Just to see if I see Derek or anyone. I don't..
A few minutes went by and now I see Derek walking down the hallway with a cut on his eye. He passes my room and keeps walking..
JJ-"I don't suppose you didn't see that..?" She looked at me.
"I did. Where is he going? Call him! I need to know if his eye is okay!" I screamed
"Penelope no. We can't call him, he's in the middle of searching for Miles!"
"JENNIFER JAREAU YOU WILL CALL HIM RIGHT NOW OR I WILL GO OUT THERE AND FIND HIM MYSELF."
"Calm down! You out of everyone here should realize the most, how dangerous it is for us to call him while he's looking for someone!"
I don't know why I yelled at JJ. She's just trying to keep me safe... They all are...
"I'm sorry JJ.. I didn't mean it... I just..."
"I know. It's okay..."
There was an awkward silence for a while. All I could think of was Derek's face when he walked pass the room... Why did he have a cut by his eye? I guess all I could do is wait to find out...