Mixed emotion

(New Beging) part 1

Mesha Pov

Well i've been laying low for a while because my brother want's to kill ja'shawn. So they move me around and now i have take my classes online to pass, plus i got new hair color so they want realize it's me but i been checking up on them. I texted my friend Qa'shay from a private number.

"Get right coo foo"

She texted back,"who this".

I didn't want to tell her it's me so i texted "Don't worry about that just get right and stop ditching school."

Then she texted back "Tf, who is you to tell me what to do"

Now i know we bestfriends an all but she gone make me beat her ass. I don't like disrespectful people. So i'm gona cool off for awhile. I think i might go to the park for a while. I went down stairs to my brother office.

"Can i go for a ride" i asked

"Why you need to go for a ride" he asked while looking up from his phone.

"To clear my head, now can i get the keys" i asked impatiently

"Ya but Bones getta go with you" he said calling bones.

I hate when i'm around Bones he always gotta be annoying as hell. Then on top of that i can't really go where i want to go without him saying some. He still ain't gone stop me from doing what I want though.

Bones walks in "What's up cuz" he says looking at me then Anthony.

"I need you to babysit her" he said pointing to me.

"Tf, i don't need no damn babysitter better check yourself" i said getting mad.

"Awe be quite you big baby" he said with a smile.

"Call me a baby again and i'll cut yo ass in your sleep" i said slamming my hands on the desk.

It was silent for awhile then they burst out to laughing. Since it's funny to them ima just leave. I walked out the office and out the door. "Fuck them" i yelled out of frustration

People don't take me serious in this world, so i guess it's time to show a niggah. I walked down the street to a corner store, it was alot of boys around the door so i just eased my way through. All i heard was "Ayee ma let get your number" an "Damn, that ass though".

Then a boy smacked my ass making me jump. I look back at a light skin boy smirking at me. This must be some joke or something becuz i don't like thugs. They alway get me in situations i can't get out of.

"Don't smack my ass unless you my man, plus i don't like fake thugs" i said walking into the store.

All i could hear from out side is "Ohh's". Making my way to the back i grab some skittles and a Arizona drink. Finally i made it to the counter an the cashier said "5.96". I pulled out a ten and told her to keep the change. Walking out I could tell the boy was still out there so I just act like I didn't say shit.

When the door closed they all look at me. Omm I hate when people stare, like damn can I have my face back. So knowing me I kinda want to be petty. I opened my Arizona an took a sip starring right back at them.

It was quite but awkward at the same time because nobody spoke. Until this fine and I mean FINEEE! Dark skin boy spoke. Like damn, his voice just made a girl shiver when he spoke. Knowing people don't take me serious I gotta act like a OG chick for a moment.

"Why you staring ma" he asked

"Cause y'all was staring" I said back

"Well what's yo name ma, since you want to stare" he laughed

I paused for a moment, should I lie about my name or just use my nickname. Ughh oh well.

"My name Mesha" I said taking out my skittles

"Ohh, can I have summ" this one boy asked like one of them big eyed little kids that's always begging.

I took his hand and poured so skittles in it. He ate them like the old pimps eat lemon heads. I laugh at him an he just flipped his dreads. "Ayeee...quit you killin me" I said laughing harder.

"So Mesha, why you do my home boy like that?" The dark skin boy asked

"Because I don't like fake thugs" I said bluntly

"I ain't no fake thug" the light skinned boy barked

"So what are you?" I asked leaning on the rail

They look at each other then nodded. "We the Black masks" he said in all seriousness. Did I just hear them right, the Black Masks are who my brothers crew after. See I knew my ass should have just kept walking but no I gotta find out shit.

"Ohh....well duces" I said walking off a little.

"Ayee ma, thank for the skittles" the goofy one said

"Your welcome, Skittles" I yelled because I was halfway down the street.

When I was walking I pasted a park Qa'shay and I use to play at all the time. Instantly I felt like a little girl again, making my way in the gate I looked for the swing from the past. Spotting the swing I ran to it but slowly stopped when I saw a girl sitting in it.

"Umm may I sit beside you" I asked the girl. I'm not disrespectful, she might have wanted to be alone at the moment. She slowly turned her head and I frozen in place.

"Sha'mesha" she asked heisted

I smile because I missed my best friend. The way she was looking told me she missed me too. I giggled "Yes, Coo foo" I said walking over and hugging her.