Mixed emotion

Chapter 3

Mesha Pov

"Ms.Faints" Dr. Asha said making me think of the worse

Swallowing hard before I answered,"Yes, Dr. Asha"

"Ummm, I think we need to talk alone" she said looking a Ja'shawn with a worried look. With that I looked at Ja'shawn an he just looked at me with those hazel eyes making me take a even longer to answer.

Dr. Asha cleared her throat breaking my train of thought. "So can we talk alone" she said in a impatient tone.

I gave Ja'shawn a head nod, making him get up and walk out closing the door behind him. "Sha'mesha I know you not letting people beat you again" she said in a concern yet angry voice.

When she said that it made me put my head down trying to keep the memories from flooding back. Knowing I was going to cry, I tried to leave but she stopped me.

"I might be your doctor but don't forget i'm still your auntie too" she said with a look that would make a cat jump back from her ass. Knowing that look I sat down and looked anway.

"You just like your mother, stubborn as hell" she said with a slight laugh. "I'm nothing like her" I said knowing I was lying.

"Mhmm, tell that to someone els but you still haven't answered my question" she said waiting for a answer

"No, it was accident" I said trying not to flashback to what happened at school.

"You remember when your farther said it was a accident, but yet he still kept beating her" she said referring to my mom when my dad use to beat her and leave.

"You lied, you promised you wouldn't bring that shit up again" I said yelling trying to keep the tears back.

"But you can't keep running from your past like all that stuff didn't happen or like your sister for a fact."

Sitting there in silence, I thought about what happened to my sister and how she died trying to protect me. Knowing that my dad would kill one of his own made me sick to my stomach.

"Sha'mesha ima write you an prescription for two months of counseling to help you get your life together."

Not wanting to hear her I said "Mhm" in a dry tone knowing she was going to jump down my throat for that. Idgaf though, we can square up when evea.

She went and lock the door that kinda made me change my seating position to up right.

"I see you think i'm play with your ass" she said in a angry tone

N- I was cut off by her saying "I didn't ask your ass a question, I made a statement."

"This is my last time having this conversation with you about your past, so shut yo ass up and listen to me. Now I dont know who you think I am but the old me still here. With that being said you sixteen and i'm 25. That means I can still whoop your ass like you my own. DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR!" She said all at once

I was so shocked that all I could do was nod my head yes. Then she gave me the prescription and unlocked the door.

I got off the bed, but yelled when a sharp pain hit my hip

Helping me walk to the door she said, " You might want to ice that later"

"I will" I said and open the door to see Ja'shawn just looking with complete confusion on his face.

Ja'shawn Pov

I leave the room but not the area. Just in case her doctor want to act funny and call five-O on a nigga. So I wait by the door an over hear her doctor say " Sha'mesha I know you not letting people beat you again."