Mixed emotion

Chapter 1

My name is "Sha'mesha Denise Faints" but people call me Mesha. I'm sixteen, 5'3 average height but i think i'm tall asf with curly sandy brown hair that stop to my mid-back and on the plus size. I go to Thug Town High where if you look at a bitch wrong they ready to fight. So for them bitchs that act like they have to stare at everything please wear sunglasses. With that being said i have four best friends that are girls and one best friend that is a boy, without them i wouldn't be me. But enought about this it's time for me to wake my ass up.

 [Verse 1 - Ne-Yo:]

You know, from the moment she turn around
She know, how to back it up and drop it down
She know, she what all the fellas looking at
Cause they know, soon as her song come on it's a wrap

[Pre-Hook 1 - Ne-Yo:]
And she loves the attention
That she get when she moves, yeah
Showin' out with her home girls
Hypnotizing all the dudes, oh

[Hook - Ne-Yo:]
And she knows
(She knows, she knows, she knows)
She knows
(She knows, she knows, she knows)
She knows
(She knows, she knows, she knows)
I know, I know, she knows
(She knows, she knows, she knows)
And I know, I know, she knows

[Verse 2 - Ne-Yo:]
She bad, mix of ratchet with the classy, oh
So bad, I just couldn't let her pass me, no
I told her, "Shawty, you so right, but you so wrong"
(So wrong, so wrong, so wrong)
She said, "Daddy, I'll be back after this song"
"Then you takin' me home"
Said I know

Ughhh, I said as my alarm on my phone went off. I got up and dragged my half sleep half woke body to the bathroom. As i start running water to do my moring hygiene I hear a loud ass thud that made me jump. I opened the bathroom door to my best friend on the floor. After laughing my ass off for a minute. I help him up on to the bed, when i realized i lefted the water on, so i go to turn it off only to be pulled back by my waist. Wha- i was cut off by him putting his finger on my mouth. By then i was like no this niqqa didn't put his hand on my mouth, I moved  his finger and gave him a really niqqa look before he said "Why you looking at me like i did something wrong?" 

Ignoring his dumb ass question, I went into my bathroom and closed the door to do my moring hygiene. After that i came out the bathroom wrap up in just a towel totally forgetting he was here. He just look at me as if he had x-ray vision bitting his bottom lip. I blushed but quickly turned my head to walk away. When i walked to my closet he said "What was that Mesha?" in a annoyed voice

I act like i didn't hear him, then out  of no where he turns me around so we could be face to face. So i dropped my head to try and keep from making eye contact but ....failed. He lifted my head up and look at me with them cute brown eyes, "I know you heared me." he said. "What" i said knowing what he was talking about. Don't play dumb Mesha i know you to well for you to lie. I was trying so hard not to cry but a tear slipped out and there he went. Naww not today, he walked over to the full body mirror and looked back at me. I sighed and said No, i don't want t- i was cut off by him saying "Sha'mesha Denise Faints get yo ass over here". With that being said i walked slowly over to him and he turnd me to the mirror,"What do you see?" he said looking at my semi damped body in the towel. I frowned at what i saw and looked down again. 

Ole Lord, why i do that. Not a moment later he yanked the towel off of me exsposing my body. I yelled, Give me my towel trying to cover myself with my hands. Nope, he said while throughing my towel across the room and moving my hands. The more i fight the more he gets stronger so i just stand there looking away. He kisses my neck making me blush a little and then he says "You know what i see" with that i shook my head no. He then beganed to tell my features and with that it made me smile then he said "Now that you smiled about your body my work is done." in a cocky voice

Whatevea i said laughing as he left the room so i could get ready. After lotioning up i get dressed. I put on my black lace undergarments, a black crop top with red writting that said boss, some white ripped high waisted skinny jeans, my retro's with black&red detailing and some gold jewelry.Then i grabbed my galaxy 5 with my book bag and walked downstair.

Then i walked down stairs into the kitchen and grabbed a apple and water, I walked out locking the door behind me, Hoping in my turquoise Camaro bupping to Trap Girl Rollie by Diamond. I pulled up to school with eye's on me but idgaf, so i park and gott out making sure to lock my car because so called thug's like to rob people. Making my way in school i get the usual stares and whispers. So i just walk to my locker to get the books i need for first period, when la'khiya walk's up "Hey bish, wyd" she says. Nuthing girl just getting my books for first period. "Oh so you going to this party tomorrow?". What party? "The party Kreg throwing" she said in a duh tone. Idk i might go, is squad going? "Girl stop asking so many questions, you know they going" she said giving me this playful shove. Rinnnnggg, oh shxt gtg girl txt you later. Running down the hall and turning the corner when i ran into something knocking me flat on my butt. 

Oucha i fell hard i said in my head, only to hear someone laugh and say well you never should've been running. Looking up to see my best friend Ja'shawn. 

"Mesha why you running?" 

"To get to class now help me up Ja." while reaching my arms up for help, he helped me up and smacked my ass. Looking at him like niqqa plz gona some where.

"Ik you cursing me out in your mind"

"Uhm, no i'm not"

"You suck at lying, but you going to my brother party tomorrow?"

"Yes, now can i go to class."

"Yup, but that ass mine when school over"

"Wateva niqqa" as i walked to my class. When i walked in i was 5 mintues late, "Ms. Faints why are you?" Ms. Pain said. On me i hate when this bitch catch attitude with me,"I was at the office getting my schedule changed." i said in a annoyed tone. Well take a seat class is about to begin. I walk to the back of the class where my bestfriends Qa'shay, Raven, and La'auvia was sitting and my seat. When class started I could tell somebody was staring at me so i looked around only to find my friends staring at me with a dumb ass looks like they know something. So i whispered "What." to them. They all looked at each other then at me.