Mixed emotion

Chapter 9

Qa'shay Pov

"Umm may I sit beside you?" a familiar voice asked

I slightly turned my head, only to see the person I missed so dearly. Even though something about her was off I had to make sure.

"Sha'mesha ?" I asked a little heisted

She giggled, "Yes, Coo foo" she said walking over to me.

When she hugged me, it was like I had my sister back. No matter what happened we was always together, never apart. This was a relief to have her back. Without knowing it, I felt tears on my face an tiny sniffles from my ear. Looking up I saw Mesha crying on my shoulder.

"Don't cry Foo foo, it's over now, you can come home" I said drying her tears an mine.

"No, I can't come home" she said back.

"Why" I asked confused

"Because i'm protecting you" she said

I paused for a minute, why is she protecting me. "I don't need protection, why is you protecting me?" I asked

"Oh, you don't?" She said dryly

I look at her face, it seem to me that she knew something I didn't. I could always read Mesha an she wasn't telling something.

"Stop reading me" she said in all seriousness

I was shocked she actually knew I was reading her. She never knew I was reading her. Something about Mesha is different, she became more alert since she was kidnapped.

Mesha Pov

See this the shit i'm talking about they alway think they strong. She might act hard but I know she act different around me. When I watched her I found out a lot about the gang they in. Her and Kreg seem to run the streets but why hide it from me. It's cool though, the old Mesha gone an the new one is here.

Lost in my thoughts I finally broke the silence. "Why you hide stuff from me?" I asked out the blue

She looked at me like I was crazy. "Hide what?"

"Don't play dumb Cutta" I said

When she heard Cutta her eyes got wide. Hm, that's what I thought. Always hiding shit but I'm walk away because I have a plan an I can't let her mess that up.

Getting up I walked away from her, then stopped "Meet me here on Wednesday, also don't say nothing to anyone about me" with that I walked out the park and down the street.

Now it's night an I'm walking home, well temporary home. He might be my brother but he wasn't there when I got picked on, Ja'shawn was, so there for i don't care for his ass. You probably thinking "Well damn that's yours brother though". Well technology he is my brother but only time will tell.

Making my way to the house I walked in the door. Slowly closing it, I tipped toed to the stairs. "Where you've been" a stern voice asked from the living room. Knowing it was my brother my feet became heavy against the floor. "No where just to the park, remember" I said as I walked to the living room.

He looked at me then back at the tv. Not knowing where he was going with this I took a few steps back. "So you didn't meet anyone today?" He ask with a raised eye brow. I paused for a moment then answered. "No, I just went to the park that's all" I said with every step I took backwards. As I moved away the tv clicked off making the living room dark. Slowly my brother face appeared out the darkness. Face to face now he looked at me uneasy. Like he was trying to find emotion or something.

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What's up ya'll, it's been a minute since I wrote but it's kinda short chapter.
I'm trying to find a good writing style for me so I might put a pause on this story.