i honestly feel like the epilogue should've been cut into two parts but when have you ever seen an epilogue cut into two parts-
BUT YOU GUYS. i finally finished writing this book, my gosh.
i probably should tell you how this book came to be? maybe i shouldn't? if you don't want to know, feel free to skip! anyways, this all started with a tweet my friend, person a, sent out. it was to put your last played song & last person in your photo album together and see what kind of movie would it be. my other friend, person b, who replied to person a's tweet had 'phobia' by stray kids as her last played song. and so, person b being an amazing human being she is, created a movie plot just like how this story was. so, everything was based on person b's tweet and honestly, i'm so glad i started.
but that all happened in september 2020. while i'm writing this, it is february 2021. what happened in between?
i have no idea. i just gave up half way — i think it was chapter eight? — and just never touched this book ever since. then february came and i just finished writing a minsung book (that will never come out because i'm embarrassed by it), i was busy finding angsts in my drafts to write. which is actually a lot. but after clicking into this one and realising how well structured it was, i decided to pick it up again.
also, i just want to explain something about haewon, jaesang and taehyun; basically i just want to explain about taehyun's family.
taehyun and jaesang met in university. they were roommates and you can basically imagine all the roommate aus i'm sure you've read some point in your life. they had an enemies to lover storyline. and then, it was during the final year of uni when jaesang finally introduced taehyun to haewon. haewon was an accident, as much as i hate to say that, that jaesang accidentally made in his second year of uni. haewon's mother ran away after haewon was born and so jaesang left haewon to his parents' care until their final year.
so, haewon is the actual daughter of jaesang. haewon loved taehyun with all her heart as well and loved the relationship her fathers have with each other.
also, also. i don't know if you guys read my woosan book called 'seeking for you', but if you did, you MIGHT remember a really, really minor character called jaesang in there as well. jaesang in sfy was like a really bad guy and i just want to emphasis THEY ARE NOT THE SAME GUY!! i didn't even realise until i was looking of sfy just now... so i'm sorry lmao.
(you have no idea how long i had to calculate their ages to try and make it make sense)
also, i was editing parts of the book when i realised i left youngjae with nothing. youngjae was supposedly really, really important but after giving up on the book, i had no idea what i intended him to be when i started writing this again. i feel like i originally would have youngjae ending up with taehyun so there would be no jaesang but upon rethinking, that just wouldn't make sense. and so, i'm sorry if it just seems random how youngjae was super important and then all of a sudden he just 'poof' disappears.
if you have any more questions you want to ask, feel free to comment! i'd love to answer all of your questions. also, i'm sorry if this entire story is just really confusing either with the ages or time skips or just whatever. i hope you enjoyed this story and please, please stay safe. the virus is still out there, everyone!
i'll (hopefully) see you soon in my next book!
— WOOSARCHIVES
