อกหัก : thorns of roses

03

"Hey Kavin, are you just going  sit there for the rest of your life?" MJ scolded, who was already standing in front of me

I was snapped out of my thoughts and looked at my friend, who is crossing his arms impatiently "MJ?" I called to him and looked around "Where are the others?"

MJ facepalmed and sighed "Kavin where did your mind go and lost in the world?"

"Fuck you MJ, Where are Thyme and Ren? '

"They left already, they didn't wait for us because of your lack of thoughts" he replied while rolling his eyes

"Shit, The class is over already" I yelled as I got up from my chair and walked away from the room

"You've finally noticed!" he said in relief and followed Kavin, he wrapped his arms around my shoulder and looked at me "What is happening to you Kavin? Why were lost in thoughts?" his voice was concerned.

"Nothing." I just answered him in a low voice

"Is it because of Thyme?" Yes. That's what I wanted to answer but I just chose to keep quiet.

"You know Kavin, you should move on from him, otherwise you will get hurt even more if he plans to get back together with Jane again." I just looked down and remained silent

since MJ already knows about my feelings for Thyme, he even volunteered to helped me move on from him by playing with women but it didn't work, I still haven't told Ren about my feelings about Thyme, not that I don't trust him or anything I'm just not ready to tell him.

"Would you like us to go to the bar again to look for chics?" I looked at him and saw that my friend had an excited face.

I'm tired of looking for women because all the girls who approach me are not my type . After all, only he gets lucky.ue, i reslly have a high standards but for the sake of losing my feelings for Thyme, I still go with him and look for chics.

I just nodded at him and smiled "Of course, just help me find a woman because you are the only one who is enjoying while I'm in the corner, getting myself drunk" I said sarcastically as I rolled my eyes at him

He laughed at what I said and tapped my shoulder "Don't worry, I'll find you a beautiful girl." he promised

"You better keep your word MJ, otherwise I'll-" before I could finish what I was going to say he cut me off by placing his right hand, which was on my shoulder earlier now covering my mouth to prevent me from speaking.

he raised his right hand and put his index finger in his mouth "shh, Don't worry Kavin I'm the man of my word, I always keep my promise"

I just rolled my eyes and removed his hand from my mouth "Whatever, by the way, aren't you going to your next class?"

MJ's eyes widened "I completely forgot about that! All right, I'm leaving" he stated as he removed his arms from my shoulder "Let's meet later at the canteen okay?" he said hurriedly and walked away

I just chuckled and went to my next class.

We are here at the cafeteria to have our lunch because just after our class, I couldn't focus on our lessons earlier because of what MJ said but while I was thinking about that, I was wondering. How can I move if I'm always with Thyme? Do I have to ignore him so I can forget how I feel about him? but Thyme will be suspicious if I do that. I don't want to confess to him because I might ruin our friendship