As we go through life

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*Flashback to when Samara traveled back in time and was in Spain*.............................

"How about you put that down and we just talk" aiden says holding both his hands up

"Who are you" Sigurd points his sword at him as Ubbe crosses his hands waiting for a response

"I... I was trying to find someone but I guess I came into your property by mistake I'm sorry"
Aiden responds

Sigurd lowers his sword "are you a runway slave" he asks looking him up and down

Aiden scuffs rolling his eyes "slave ? What year is it ? 1880 you've got to be joking" he laughs mocking him and Sigurd raises his sword again offended

Ubbe scrunches his eyes "it's 791 what do you mean 1880" Sigurd was already pointing his sword he must be one of the slaves that came in today on bjorns ships

"Alright you know what, how about you lower that fucking sword and fight me like a man you pussy" Aiden gets angry raising his fist

"I am sorry but the queen calls for you my princes" a women interrupts the argument making Ubbe and Sigurd stop glaring at aiden

"Sigurd calls for others to grab aiden and restrain him until they return"

The women comes up to adien with a nice smile "do not worry everything will make sense"

Aiden looks at her and realizes "aren't you the women from the gift shop"

"Call me amadis"

"End of flashback"

* Back to present time *

A husband! Hvisterk says loudly

As we both notice the creek in the door as ivar stares at us both for a while letting out an evil grin that I knew all too well by now. I can see how his eyes went dark and he was thinking about doing something to hurt me as much as he felt hurt

"Ivar" I say looking back at him

He just lets out a chuckle as he walked away.

"A whole husband Samara" hvisterk asks again holding his hips

And I follow ivar into the hall "ivar" I call out but he keeps on as if I wasn't

"Ivar" I walk faster until I block his way

"My marriage... was before I became slave"

"You don't owe me any explanations" ivars cold gaze made me feel oddly uncomfortable and I don't know if it was guilt that was coming over me or was I seeking forgiveness?

"I know I just....." my insides where screaming I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you but I couldn't find the words. I never can, I was never good at expressing what I really wanted to say

"So you left to go find him didn't you"

I stay silent not knowing what to answer in fear of damaging his heart more than I already have but in reality I stayed silent because I didn't know the answer was it because I was running from what I felt or was it that I was actually keeping my distance to keep aiden safe.

Ivar sighs brining up his hand to his back ripping the necklace I had given him and handing it back to me And for the first time he didn't say a word. No sassy comment no threat no comeback he looked at me and walked away.