Blood bound

Part 9: Bound

"Are you sure your ready for this?" Joon questions his eyes lighting up in concern. I nod.

"I'm positive." I reply confidently. The members look round at each other.

"Y/n, I don't kn-"

"Do you not want me?" Hobi looks taken aback and shakes his head.

"N-No I-"

"He's just concerned that your moving to quickly. We don't want you to regret this later. There's

 no going back." Jin says quietly. I inhale deeply.

"I want this. Why is it so hard for you to believe that? If you guys want me as bad as you say you do then why is it so hard to believe that I want you just the same?" The boys smile and Joon sighs.

"Ok, you should know that the bite won't hurt so much but if you feel uncomfortable, woozy, dizzy, anything let me know ok?" I hold back a snort. What am I getting blood work done? Ok so I guess I kinda am in a weird way. But still. Instead I just simply nod my head in understanding.

"Ok."

"One at a time?" Jin asks. Joon nods.

"I doubt she wants 7 vampires tearing into her flesh all at once." Yoongi utters. I shudder and Joon glares.

"Well when you put it like that..." Kook mutters. I shake my head.

"Instead of talking morbidly right before I'm about to do this can we like maybe talk about something else?" I snap my voice a little shaky.

"Or just say nothing at all." Joon suggests still glaring at Yoongi. Yoongi seems unfazed and shrugs nonchalantly.

"Go ahead. Your the leader, you go first." Yoongi throws his hand up gesturing to Joon. Namjoon sighs before turning to me.

"Your sure?" I nod.

"I'm sure." Joon leans down and takes his index finger under my chin, tilting my head up, and to the side. His breath fans my skin and I shiver as his lips come down on my neck. My hands fly up to his shirt my fingers digging into the fabric as his teeth sink into the skin. I suck in a ragged breath and my eyes flutter closed. He gently pulls away and presses his lips to the wound. He drags his tongue along the bloody flesh and I shudder. He lets me go and I remove my hands from his shirt as he pulls away. He eyes me carefully.

"You- Your alright?" He asks. I sit for minute not really knowing the answer myself and once I realize I'm alright I nod.

"Yeah, yeah I'm ok." I look up to meet his heavily lidded gaze.

"Your sure?" I let out a small laugh.

"I'm ok." I answer earnestly. He sighs and brings his wrist up to his mouth. I watch in awe as he bites into his wrist. The funny part about it is that it didn't look like a bite at all. More like a gentle caress of lips against his santin pale skin. It wasn't until scarlett liquid started to run down his whit perfect flesh that I knew for sure that he indeed bit himself. He looks at me steadily and thrusts his wrist towards me.

"Drink." He orders not unkindly. I gulp and look up at him as I wrap my tiny fingers around his arm and hand. I bring his wrist closer to my mouth and reluctantly wrap my lips around his wound. His blood tastes coppery and something faintly bitter. Almost like dark liquorice. I swallow and pull away slightly self conscious. Joon pulls his wrist back and not long after, his skin begins to knit back together. My eyes widen in shock and I snatch his hand back into my own groping at his skin.

"What the- But-"

"We're vampires sweetheart. Our healing process is heightened just like a lot of other senses and abilities." I sit back letting my hand fall from his arm slightly shell shocked. Joon smiles. "I could have gone through the long grueling healing process. Isn't this better?" I shake my head. "No- I mean yes. I just-" He chuckles.

"I know. You'll get used to the extra... peculiar bizarre... tendencies that we vampires have." I take in a deep breath and nod.

"I don't doubt you." I utter weakly. I look up to find all the others looking at me expectantly.

 "Umm who's next?" I ask almost like I'm questioning myself. Everyone laughs and Jimin, and Kook shoot up at the same time. They both glare and Jin stands pushing them both back into their seats.

"Since we can't act like adults I'll go." He gives the two younger boys a harsh glare before looking to me a soft encouraging smile on his perfectly shaped lips. "If that's ok with you that is?" I nod my head.

"Yes- no- I mean yeah, that's ok." I stutter. His smile widens and I can see the white pearly teeth that are about to tear into my flesh. I work on controlling my breathing. No need to freak out... You were already bitten and it felt like nothing. Kook had been right. It was actually pleasurable in a weird peculiar way. Jin leans down and kisses my forehead softly.