Part 11: Control

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I shake my head slightly pushing at Yoongi's chest. "No- No stop!" He lets out a throaty growl and continues leaving wet kisses down my neck to my chest. I use all my strength and shove but still, to no avail. "Please." I whisper. his eyes flicker up to mine and his eyes search mine. 

"You are really upset about this aren't you?" I nod and he backs away. 

"I'm not budging on this Y/n. I don't want you out of our sight period. It's dangerous." I shake my head furiously. 

"Yoongi I've lived in this world for 19 years before you guys even came around. I've survived! I'm pretty sure I'd be fine!" Yoongi shakes his head stubbornly his eyes hard and cold. 

"The thing is, since we marked you, any other vampire or supernatural creature out there would know you belong to the supernatural world. They'd smell it on you. They'd feel the essence of us on you, in you. We aren't the most loved creatures out there and you would be completely defenseless. You'd have the biggest goddamn target on your back it's not even funny. Do you have any idea how many different things would kill to get their hands on you alone, just because your claimed as our mate? Do you?" I shake my head and open my mouth to speak but he glares. I snap my mouth shut and he looks at me. "Therefore it's out of the question. I already told you, you have everything you could ever want or need here. And even if you didn't we can hire people or buy you whatever you'd want." I shake my head. 

"Look, I don't want your money. I just want a life Yoongi." 

"This is your life." I shake my head. 

"No, This is part of it but there's more to me than the 7 of you." He pulls away and glares. 

"I'm not budging on this." 

"And neither am I." He looks into my eyes a wicked glint catching in his irises. 

"You-" He steps forward and I rise to my feet. 

"Don't even!" I growl. He starts in surprise before gaining his composure. "I'm still a human being and I deserve to be treated as such!" 

"Y/n you-" 

"Get out." He raises an eyebrow. 

"Excuse me?" 

"I said get out." I raise my eyes to his and glare. "Go." 

"This isn't funny Y/n. Your playing a dangerous game right now and if you know what's good for you, you'd stop. Right now." I let out an aggravated breath of air and shove past him earning a a fierce growl. 

"I'll leave then." I say coldly and go to walk out. He grabs at me but Jin appears from thin air and raises an eyebrow. 

"I thought I told y-" 

"Hyung!" 

"Don't Hyung me! I told you to be nice and listen to her not assault her you idiot! What is wrong with you?! I should let you starve you insecure little boy! Gosh I swear your a-" I slip away letting Jin's lecture fade away as I scurry towards Namjoon's room. I knick shyly and Joon yells from behind the door. 

"Come in!" I hesitantly twist the knob and he looks up his hair a mess. He blinks a couple times before standing from his bed. "Oh, Y/n." He smiles gently, his dimples on full display. His eyes meet mine and he frowns. "Are you ok? What's wrong?" I shake my head standing awkwardly. 

"I- Well I don't want to intrude..." He shakes his head and smiles. 

"Your not, what's going on?" I fold my hands together and breathe in deeply. Maybe Namjoon will agree with this fool and won't be a help at all... But then again if Yoongi were to listen to anyone it would be him so I have to take my chances. Plus I could always sneak out to. I'd probably get screamed at but this point these are kind of my only options. 

"I- I wanted to talk to you about something." I fiddle with my hands and he furrows his eyebrows taking in my hesitation. 

"Yeah? What is it?" He grabs my hand and squeezes in reassurance. He sits me down on his bed and I try to calm my nerves. 

"I-It's Yoongi. I know Hobi told me to take it easy on him but he's he's so overbearing. He called and quit for me at starbucks without saying anything. Now he's forcing me to stop all my classes I was taking and I understand that he thinks he's trying to protect me but this- this isn't the way to go about it at all. I- I know I sound like a whiny child bu-" 

"No you're completly justified in feeling the way you feel." He smiles at me and continues. "Look I know that all this hasn't been easy on you and I know the guys have been pretty crazy but we're all new at this so please understand that this isn't how things will continue to be. Yoongi's a little overprotective and extremely hard headed. Just give him some time but I'll talk to him and in the meantime your free to do as you like.  Just make sure you have someone with you at all times because it can be very dangerous." He eyes me carefully. I smile and turn to hug him. 

"Thank you! I know it may not be the exact way I would want it but thank you! Yoongi won't be mad?" He laughs. 

"Oh, He'll be furious! I'll take care of it though don't worry and if he gives you any problems just come to me or Jin and we'll handle it." He smiles warmly and runs his hands in circles along my back. 

"Thank you!" He chuckles. 

"You don't have to thank me for this. Your still a human being and you deserve your rights just as much as we do." I nod and bite my lip. 

"So should I hide away for a few days or...?" He laughs and shakes his head. 

"No, If anything he'll be hiding away. Don't you worry." He smiles and his dimples show making my heart melt. I stare in awe and his smile slowly turns into a smirk. I blink and shake my head furiously trying to gain back reality as I cough awkwardly. Joon ruffles my hair affectionately as I blush in embarrassment. "If you want, send the Grumpster in here and I'll talk to him ok? If he says anything to you just let me know ok? And don't let him intimidate you. He's only acting that way with you because he knows you can't see the fact that he's all bark and no bite yet. He tries to act all tough but watch, he'll make all these threats and never follow through. The only times he's actually dangerous is if someone tries to hurt his family or the people he cares about. You should be scared in that case but you don't have to worry about that. You'd be the one he'd be protecting." He flashes me a smile and I inhale deeply. I smile back halfheartedly and peck his forehead. 

"Thank you Oppa." He smiles widdly and shake his head. 

"Of course." I sigh as I stand, Joons hand slipping from mine. I turn to walk towards the door and pause. I turn back to Namjoon, who's raising a questioning eyebrow. I lean down and press my lips against his. He starts in surprise and pulls me closer, his hands slipping around my waist. He slowly lifts himself and parts my lips with his own. My hands slip from his shoulders to around his neck, my fingers winding themselves into his hair. His tongue explores my mouth and I hum against his mouth. He pulls away his eyes blood red and shakes his head. "I'm not sure you want to do this right now..." I laugh and his eyes slowly change back to his warm soft brown. 

"Your right. You have to deal with 'Mr.Grumpster'" He grins and I grin back. "Good luck." I say. He smiles. 

"Good luck to you too." I suck in a deep breath as he lets me go, almost hesitantly. I walk out and start towards my room. I shake off the nerves and think wryly to myself. Here goes nothing. Oh who am I kidding? I'm going straight into the lion's den!



A/N


 I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT! AND I HOPE YOONGI GETS HIS HEAD OUT OF HIS ASS LOL! BUT OF COURSE I LOVE MY YOONGLES OPPA! HE'S AMAZINGGGGG! AND GOSH HIS SUCH A MEOW MEOW LIKE WHO NEEDS A FREAKING CAT WHEN YOU HAVE YOONGIIII?!?!?! But anywayyyyy Please vote and comment and THANK YOU FOR READINGGG THIS SHITTY FANFICCCC!!!


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