Blood bound

Part 13: Talking

Namjoon's pov: 

"So you wanted to talk?" I look up to see Yoongi leaning in the doorway. I raise an eyebrow. 

"Well it sounded like you two already came to an agreement on your own." The corner of his mouth twitches and I shake my head. 

"You can't go around controlling her Yoongi. She's a human being and we all know that your just trying to protect her but she doesn't see that. What she sees is you being a crazy controlling bastard. All's you'll do is push her away and that's not something you want is it?" He studies my face for a second and sighs. 

"Is that what she said?" he asks. To someone who doesn't know him you'd think he was completly unbothered but I could see the tightening to his jaw and the hardening in his eyes. I could see the hurt behind his defenses.  

"No but she wasn't happy with you." He catches his bottom lip between his teeth and nods. 

"We both agreed that as long as someone was with her while she was out she'd be fine to do her classes or whatever. I just don't see why she can't do whatever it is she wants to do here." He grumbles. I shake my head. 

"Yoongi, you can't expect her to completly drop the life she had before just because she came here. She still has attachments and memories that she isn't going to let go of. You have to except that just like the rest of us have. Trust me your not the only one who isn't particularly fond of her being out and about but she's still a person and she still has feelings. You can't expect that she'd just drop everything..." He takes in a deep breath and nods. 

"I know that but we aren't the only clan around here and we are very close to enemy lines. She's an open breathing walking target." I sigh taking in his words. He's right of course and it isn't like I hadn't thought about it. Of course I have and it's been in the back of my mind constantly. I know we can protect her here in our own house but we can't protect her if she's alone at her classes or whatever it is she wants to do. 

"I know Yoongi. I know." His eyes search mine for a moment and then he sighs straightening himself. 

"So there's nothing we can do? Nothing to convince her? I mean I could alwa-" 

"Don't you even think about it." I growl cutting him off. I glare. "We are not taking away her free will. You'll keep your little mind control tactics to yourself understand?" He raises an eyebrow at me. 

"It was just a suggestion." He says with a shrug. 

"Yoongi she's our mate. She's just as much part of this family as any of us are. We all agreed to not use our abilities against each other like that. If I have to make sure that I keep Kook in your head 24/7 then I will." I look at him and he sighs. 

"I won't do anything" I nod and smile. 

"Now you should probably go back in there before she wakes up. She won't be very happy if you ran off after sex." Yoongi grins and licks his lips. 

"You won't be disappointed." I snort and shoo at him. 

"Go." He waves a hand in the air but turns and goes to walk out. 

"Oh, and Hyung!" He turns. 

"Next time try to put some clothes on." He looks down and then cracks a small smile. 

"Just enjoy the view while you can." I snort as he walks out shaking my head. 

Yoongi's pov:

I quietly walk back into the room to see Y/n sleeping. I wouldn't admit it out loud but this girl had me wrapped around her finger like no one had ever before. I have no problem calling her pretty but honestly pretty wouldn't do her justice. She's gorgeous. They way her eyelashes cast shadows on her cheekbones and the shine to her auburn hair. (Sorry I'm choosing your hair color lol) The slight pout to her lips as she sleeps and the way that she curls in on herself. It all drives me crazy. I lay back down beside her and pull her into me earning a soft sigh in return. A small smile spreads across my lips and I press my mouth against her neck gently. My hands rests on her hip and I snuggle into her sighing. I could stay like this forever. Eventually I fall asleep with the girl I love on my mind. 

"Yoongi?"  I turn to see Y/n standing in front of me a look of complete terror lacing her features. I furrow my eyebrows and stare as her bottom lip quivers and tears spring to her eyes. I go to take a step forward only to find I can't move. Panic starts to fill my chest as Y/n begins to shake. What's wrong with her? Why can't I move? "Yoongi I'm scared." She cries out. My nostrils flare as I try and starts towards her. I cry out in horror as blood begins to drip from the corners of her mouth. She drops to her knees shaking violently and alls I can do is stare in dread as the life slowly drains from her eyes. I scream and thrash trying to break free of whatever is holding me captive but nothing seems to work. 

"Y/n please!" Finally I'm able to move and I stumble forward only to be met with lifeless eyes. I drop down next to her a terrible feeling blooming throughout my chest. "No no no no no no no." I mumble as I pull her head into my lap. Tears spring to my eyes as I cradle her rocking back and forth with her. "Oh God no. Please Y/n please wake up." 

"Yoongi?" I look down and shake my head in confusion. "Yoongi wake up." 

My eyes snap open and I see Y/n leaning over me a look of concern clouding her features. "Are you ok?" I gasp slightly and pull her into me not really thinking about my strength. She sucks in a surprised breath and wheezes. "Yoons your crushing me." She breaths. I loosen my grip and she takes a deep breath. My hands dig into her back and she runs her fingers through my hair soothingly as I bury my face into her neck. 

"God." I breathe out softly. 

"Do you want to talk about it?" She asks her voice low and gentle. I shake my head. 

"I thought I lost you." She lets me hold her and whispers soothing words as I calm my breathing. 

"Are you ok?" She asks after a while. I pull back and cup her face in my hands staring into her hazel eyes. (I'm also choosing your eye color don't hate me!) I nod.  

"Yeah I'm ok." I lean down and press my lips against hers. I love the taste of her. She's not too sweet but isn't bitter in the slightest. I pull away and she looks down at my arms running her finger along a vein. How long has it been since you fed? She asks as she looks up at me. I shake my head. 

"I don't know. Not too long though." She searches my face and stares into my eyes. 

"Are you hungry?" I crack a smile and caress her cheek with my hand. 

"I'm alright." 

"You know your always welcome to me right?" I stare down at her. 

"Are you offering to be my personal feeding bag?" She makes a face. 

"Well when you put it like that..." I chuckle and shake my head kissing her collarbone. 

"You don't have to offer your blood." She looks into my eyes. 

"I want to." she insists. I look down at her as I feel my mouth starts to water. Damnit. I shake my head. 

"I'm alright." I say again feeling my body start to heat up. Truthfully she's intoxicating and her blood is calling to me but I don't want to bite her. Not unless she really wants me to. 

"Yoongi it's ok. You can feed." She tilts her neck and I can still see the marks where Joon had bitten her not too long ago. 

"Are you sure?" I ask as my need only grows stronger. She nods and brushes her hair aside. 

"Go ahead." My hands find her waist and I lean down trying to remember to be careful. I press my lips against her neck and she shivers. She whimpers softly as I bite down, her warm blood flooding into my mouth. I can never let this woman go.

A/N 

I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER CAUSE I DID! LOL! THANKS FOR READINGGG!

Lowkey one of my favorite parts so far is Yoongi's nightmare... Idk whyyy