read me! talk to me!

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hey everyone!

Blaire here :)

i just wanted to tell/ask y'all a few things

first of all

i dont write a lot lately

school is being a real pain in the ass, like usual, and my stress level increases at the thought of choosing a university and a course since im in my last year of high school right now

im thinking about applying to a film academy / film school and become a scenario writer but im not confident enough to actually do so

hogeee already told me to not be a coward and just to do it

but imma tell you,, I AM THE BIGGEST COWARD YOU'LL EVER MEET

in addition to that

covid is being a fucking bitch, but you already knew that, im in the second lockdown now, or third, i dont even know and i fucking hate not seeing my friends often

anyway

every time i wake up and see someone has commented or voted on one of the chapters, it really makes my day, i love reading through all your comments

and to be honest, i adore every single one of you

i hope you enjoy reading this story, i really love you all

not only that, but i also want to know you better and i hope we can become friends eventhough it's through a screen

so here are a few questions for you , also imma answer them myself too so you get to know me a bit better too

to start off, i know it might be a bit basic, but

who is your bias?

literally i dont think any nctzen can have one bias, at this point i bias every one of them. i have been a die hard dreamie stan but 127 is taking over little by little.

i think i've been wrecked most by the one and only johnny suh, i really love his personality, his humor and kindness. he's not only the biggest baby but also the biggest fratboy at the same time.

as for the dreamies, i love everyone, like everyone, but my heart melts the fastest when i see either donghyuck or renjun, don't tell anyone but jaemin lives in my head rent free.

as for wayv, hendery really stole my heart and i dont think he'll be giving it back anytime soon, especially after his relay cam :(

i can talk about this for hours but let's move on ^^

second question!

what's you favorite ship?

as for me, as you might know '95 line has really destroyed me lately, i can burst out in tears when ever i see johnny and taeyong.

i think their friendship is so fucking cute and wholesome, i just cant- they've been through so much together, they were trainees together and then both part of the smrookies line up.

johnny attending taeyong's sopa graduation and johnny's mother greeting taeyong as her own son really makes my heart do backflips in my chest,,, what about you?

third one!

which group did you ghost when you started stanning nct?
(i saw this one somewhere on my tiktok fyp lmao)

i'm so sorry for all those groups out there which i've left on read this entire time. seventeen, im sorry.
bts, im sorry.
got7, pentagon, monsta x, exo, astro, ateez and many more, im sorry for not giving you attention anymore,, but have yall taken a look at nct?!

they really feed us with content almost every single day,,, at this point i dont even care if they produce shitty music or a no. 1 billboard song , i really dont think i can ever shut them out of my life. i really love them so fucking much

on to the forth!

what is the favorite nct fanfic you've ever read? (it doesn't matter if it is a ship or x reader book, whether it's on wattpad or any other platform, please let me know!)

to start of, chogiwanese's books are literal masterpieces, every one is so well written, the plots are amazing and they really make my heart ache, even if it's fluff. i think many nctzens have heard of her by now

one of my favorites of her is 'thief' a markhyuck fic ^^

recently i also started reading on tumblr, and let me tell you, the real masterpieces are on there

let me know if you want to hear more about my favorite stories, probably not, but there is so many good stuff on there.

one of my recommendations would definitely be the 'differences' series written by jenonctcity, unfortunately she took a hiatus but nonetheless her pieces are *chef's kiss*, it's a badboy au written for the individual 00 liners (rj, jn, hc and jm) it may not sound awesome not that i'm telling you about them but they are really worth your time!!

(they made me cry multiple times)

number five!

where do y'all live?
(i promise you, im not a creepy old man, i'm genuinely curious ^^)

i live in the netherlands!

no. 6 :)

which are some songs you'll never get enough of?

here are some of my most beloved favorites nowadays!

oops! by Yung Gravy
not ur friend by Jemery Zucker
How it ends by DeVotchKa
Grow by Jeangu Macrooy
instagram by DEAN
Fine Line by Harry Styles
A Thousand Bad Times by Post Malone
Welcome To My Playground by NCT 127

and those are just a few of a whole lot more

seven!!

what is the one movie or series you think everyone must watch?

personally, one of my favorites of all time is 'La casa the papel' or 'Money Heist' in the USA.

its about a group of criminals who rob the national bank of spain, the mastermind behind the plan has everything thought out to perfection. it's definetely the best series i've ever watched

please drop your recommendations in the comments :)

number 8

what was your favorite moment in this story so far? (this is something im really curious about)

as i said before, i started to love the plot and the story more and more as time went by, but the thing is, my favorite moment isn't a nomin one.

personally, i really love renjun and dami's relationship, him being so awkward and her trying to be brave but semi chickening out in the end was so cute to me. while i was writing chapter 18 i deadass cried because i found it so cute,,, and i was on my period, i'm not that weak.... i think...

lastly, 9

tell me something about yourself! (whether it is something you're proud of, something about your appearance, your personality, or something else, it doesn't matter!)

i recently cut my bangs without my parents knowing, then, a few weeks later, i dyed my hair green    lmao    i like it though

anyway,

now that that's off my chest,

i'll see you soon!

Lots of love,
Blaire <3

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