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Heaven is a place on earth with you (3)

A/n: Last chapter for heaven is a place on earth with you <333 it lowkey sucks lmao so beware

It has now been a year since Jisoo has passed. Her family had gotten over it and went on with their lives.

Jennie, Rose and Lisa always made plans of visiting their bestfriend's grave every Sunday as they were busy with school.

As for Taehyung... He was the one who suffered the most with Jisoo's death.

After her passing he was not the same anymore

The Taehyung who always had his boxy smile on his face and always making jokes had now turned into a cold emotionless guy.

Ever since she passed all he ever felt was emptiness, sure he had a couple of laughs here and there, he smiled from time to time but it wasnt the same.

His friends noticed it and have been trying to return him back in to his old self again, always trying to make him laugh and even forget about what happened even just for a while.

Now there he was around 11 at night, sitting on a chair facing the window with a perfect view of the moon. Reminiscing to the times where Jisoo and him would just sit at the rooftop and appreciate the lovely view. 

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Taehyung's Pov

Here i am looking like a fool talking to the moon. I cant sleep knowing that it has already been a year since Jisoo had passed. 

The moon always reminded me of her and now that she's not here anymore, it hit even harder.
The moon is pretty, its the light in the dark, its comforting.... Just like her.

I know that she's somewhere out there, looking at me. guiding me just like she said she would.
I want her back so bad, if only. If only i could turn back time.

Even when she's not here physically, but i could feel that she's close.
And at night i could find myself talking to the moon, trying to get to her.

the moon reminded me of her, and talking to it makes me feel like im talking to her... i know it may sound weird but no one would understand and its ok.

At night where the stars light up the sky and so does the moon, is where i feel like im close to her. Talking to the moon comforts me, it makes me feel like she's talking to me too.

Or maybe i am just a fool who sits alone talking to the moon.

"Jisoo, Do you ever hear me calling out your name? Cause every single night im talking to the moon! Im still tryna get to you, i m-miss you so bad! It hurts so bad. Youre in the other side talking to me right? Please tell me im not a fool who sits alone talking to the moon. I just know youre somewhere out there, somewhere so far away" 

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He exclaimed while looking at the moon above, He thought, maybe his friends were right.. maybe he should move on. His mind remembering what his friends said earlier when they haung out. 

Shit, he ran his hands through his hair as tears still continued streaming from his eyes.
Oh how he wish she could answer him or even talk to him for a bit.

He walked to his bed and laid down tears still rolling down. 

Jisoo i need you