Sidnaaz-And The Story Begins

Chapter 21 : Ageless Soulmates

SidNaaz went to Lonavala to spend the weekend.Sana left all her work & dragged Sidharth to this beautiful resort near hill.Sana is so happy after so many days she has Whole Sidharth.Though both live together in same house , but she always maintain her dignity infront pf Rita Aunty.Like kissing him for no reason,sitting on his lap.She do these.But still she want to do more.So she planned it & almost kidnaps Sidharth to reach there.
They reached.Both having their morning breakfast.A beautiful young couple came to them.
Couple : Wow Aap dono saath me kitne ache lagte ho...bilkul jaisa tv pe dekha tha waise hi..kya hum ek photo kheech sakte hai ?
SidNaaz nodded & they clicked a picture.
The women : Waise bina make up ke age difference pata chal jata hai na..?? Mera to mere husband ke saath bas do saal ka difference hai & she laughed.
Just after she mentioned age word Sana became conscious & leave with Sidharth quickly.
Sana : chal Sidharth aas paas thoda ghum ke ate hai.
Sid : shehnaaz tu akeli jayegi mujhe do teen urgent call karna hai
Sana knew Sidharth is just got upset after age word.She gave him little tym & left him for sum moment.Coz she knew Sidharth would react if she try to pacify him.
Sidharth came to their room & lie down to bed.
Flashback starts.
It was just after Sana declared her love for Sidharth & also Salman sir confirmed abt it.Sidharth was so happy & was in chill mood.Though he casually replied I love you too,but it was direct from the heart.He was extra touchy with her now & Sana was reciprocating his new lovey dovey avaatar.Everything was going smoothly.Then elite task Competition came between Sana & Asim.Hina Khan came as a guest.Task completed & Asim won.Hina suggested Sana to took stand for herself & keep self respect.Sidharth clearly understood it was pointing to him.
It was the tym to left for Hina.But she came to Sidharth & said : I need to talk..don't worry whatever I'll say will not gonna telecast..You can rely on me..
Sidharth got worried.What she has to say? He barely know her.
Hina : I know you like her..( pointed to Sana )..That's absolutely fine..but u r pulling her back..as a dead lift..her career is just started and u already made ur name..let her enjoy her success..Don't involve her with ur love drama..
Sid : drama ?? Are u serious ? I care abt...
Hina : Is that a care Sid?? She is just 26 & u r 39..there is a huge difference between u two..look at u..u r alredy lived ur life
Sidharth had no answer & his pain,his insecurities,his fear of losing Sana raising after each word of Hina.
Hina : You should step back..let her live her life not urs...
And she left.
Sidharth went to washroom.Sana noticed it & also noticed his change of expressions.Sana knew his every mood.
Sidharth went inside & just sat above the toilet seat.Holding his head with both hands just thinking : Am I really pulling her down ? Main usko neeche khichunga ?? Main...really ?? I'm the only one who want her to go far..Aur meri age ki wajah se problem hai..am I really not worth loving anymore ??
When sidharth had pain his chest started paining & he once told it to Shehnaaz.
Sana came to washroom & knocking door.She got the vibe that sunthing was wrong.
Sana : Sidharth kya boli wo?? Kuch negative tha kya ?
Sid ( from inside ) : nehi sab positive tha
Sana : kahin tu positive me negative to nehi dhund raha hai ??
Sid : Abe chal na paka mat
Sana waited until Sid came outside.
Sana : Sab thik hai ? Kya bol rahi thi ?
Sid : kuch nehi wo elite task k liye boost up kar rahi thi..nothing serious.
Sana recognised change of his voice.
Sid went to bedroom & slept.Sana wrapped him & said : chal na bahar baith te hai sabke saath.
They both were sitting in the garden area & Sana talking random things .
Sid ( in mind ) : Mujhse bahut choti hai Sana.Ho sakta hai usko bas ek attraction hai mere liye kyun ki kabhi aise kisi ladke ke sath rahi nehi hogi .Kahin main hi usse jyada expect kar raha hu. Hina was right I'm dying to get loved by sumone.Kabhi aisa pyaar mila nehi mujhe to main lalchi ho gaya sayad.Mujhe dikha hi nehi ke Shehnaaz ek bachi hai.Usko sab se protect karte karte usike liye khatra ban chuka hu..Agar main raha to wo age nehi jayegi..mere liye ruk jayegi..I should make her understand..And he hold Sana's hand with so much love.
Their eyes connect & Sana kisses his chest with love : meri bebu..
Sidharth very smartly make Sana jealous while he spent 3 min in washroom with Zari.He smoked only there but pretending sumthing like kissing as joking.
Sana got little upset after knowing Zari was his ex gf & Sid took her to bedroom where no one was there.He want sum alone tym with her.
Sana : Ek baat baataa why are u say always I have so many options ?
Sid : Becoz u have...also I have options too ( he just want to make Sana hurt , so that she step back ) .
Sana : but what if I waited for you outside ? I just need to hear from u sumthing...Sana told it casually but her eyes were moist as she want to say Sidharth that " bas tera banna chahti hu " . Sidharth didn't expected her direct words.Sid with a heavy heart : I'm too old for you baby ( his heart started paining very badly )
Sana : Matlab
Sid : bahut bada hu main tere se
[Sorry but I'm changing whole scenario & make it totally different]
Sana : Tu family hai meri Sidharth..Main pyaar karti hu tujhse...
Sid : matlab boyfriend Girlfriend wala
Sana didn't understood what to say.She was nervous.More than nervous she was afraid what if Sidharth didn't allow her to love like a lover.So she immediately changed her answer.
Sana : pyaar kya ek tarah hi hota hai...Dosti wala ( with cracked voice ) pyaar bhi hota hai kutte
Sidharth's heart started paining more after dosti word from Sana.
Sid : usko to pata bhi nehi hoga ke pehli baar life me mujhe kisi se dosti nehi chahiye..Hina was absolutely right..yeh mera feeling hai jo use mere ore kheech rahi hai..main uski life aise nehi barbaad kar sakta ..She has to leave me..
Sid then make Sana understood how their duniya were different.
Sana : Samajh gayi teri duniya alag hai meri duniya alag hai..
Both had tears in their eyes.Sidharth immediately went to washroom & after so long he cried silently.
Sid : I promised myself main kabhi dubara aise invest nehi karunga kisi pe the way I did earlier..but Shehnaaz
She changed everything..And just becoz I love her..I can't be selfish to her ..Mujhe khud ko uske aur kareeb jane se pehle hi rokna hoga..otherwise I'll destroy myself alongwith her..
Sana in bed crying under blanket : uski duniya me sare hai..uske family..uske dost..uske industry ke dost..mere duniya me to sirf wo hai...ab to usko hi duniya man lia tha..par uske liye sayad main sirf ek acha dost hu jo use hasata hai khush rakhta hai ya entertain karta hai
And she cried badly.
Both Sid & his Naaz were crying in different places.
Now it's night & Sid was already lied down.He faced exactly opposite Sana.Sana was upset & sad too.She wants to hug him.Both waited & thinking to take a step back from each other.But destiny had it's different plan.
Sana unable to stay away from him hold his hand & write on his hand " I Love You " by gesturing it.
Sid remain silent.Sana went to close to him & said : tera jo dard ho raha hai na chest pe wo kam ho jayega agar tu idhar muh karke soyega toh " .
Sidharth without even opening his eyes turned towards Sana as his eyes were full of tears.And he didn't want to let her know.Sana hugged him & kissed his chest like always : " Ab dard kam hoga thoda "
Sidharth without saying anything hugged Sana and placed her head under Sana's hand like he wants to hide himself in Sana's embrace.
Next day Sana hold Sidharth & took him outside in garden area.Make him sit & said : mujhe nehi pata kal kya hoga life me..tera kya funda hai mujhe nehi pata..tere liye main kya hu wo bhi nehi pata..par mere liye tu sirf dost nehi hai..Jo kal boli raat ko wo main dil se boli hu..baki tu samajh sakta hai..kyun ki tujhse jyada samajhdar koi hai nehi yahan pe..And she cleared her point that she wanted him as lover.
Sid went inside behind her & kissed her forehead & said : Ok
With a mischievous smile & Sana got that this is enough for her & that Sidharth understood & he was letting her love him.It means he also wanted the same.
Flashback ends.
Sid : Jab se mila hu usse bas ek baat sabke liye jaruri ho gaya kitna bada hai age me..saala kitna bhi karo kam pad jata hai
He started packing to return as he just got very upset.
Sana came : kya kar raha hai ? Bag me kyun daal raha hai kapre ?
Sid : kyun ki hum wapas ja rahe hai
Sana : kyunnn ??
Sid : Shehnaaz ....his tone was firm
Sana : yahan baith zara & she hold him & let him sit.Sidharth like a cute child obeys her.
Sana : tu mujhe bataa usdin bigg boss me tune khud kahan tha teri duniya alag hai meri duniya alag to ek raat baad tune fir love sove kyun start kar dia tha ??
Sid looked at her & it looks like he given answers with eyes.
Sana : kyun ki tujhe samajh aa gaya tha ke tu nehi rahe payega mere bina...thik waise jaise main tere bina nehi reh paunga...Bebu hume destiny ne milaya hai humari galti nehi hai ke hum ek doosre se umar me chote bade hai..tune hi kal us love test wale game khel ke dikhaya hum soulmates hai..to soul ki age thodi na hoti hai kullu..Souls to har janam me saath hote hai...
Her every words like music to Sidharth's ear.Whenever she try to make him understand anything he went deep into it & always felt her words.
But Shukla ji never can leave his attitude.
Sid : tu aaj kal bahut jyada romantic bakwas nehi kar rahi hai ?
Sana : haan Broken But Beautiful 3 maine 4 baar dekh lia...to thoda jyada romantic ho gayi
Sid : tujhe jalan nehi hoti mujhe kisi aur ke saath dekh k...meri to fat jati hai..jab tujhe kisi ke saath dekhta hu..
Sana : nehi
Sid : kaise Shehnaaz
Sana : kyun ki wo reel Sidharth hai jo alag hai.. jo vocal hai..apna feelings khul ke bol de..sare aam pyaar karta hai
Aur main jis Sidharth ko janta hu wo puri duniya se ladta hai par apna feelings se darta hai..jisko pyaar chahiye..jise pyaar karna nibhana to ata hai par jatana nehi..jo sare aam nehi bolta par kabhi saath nehi chodta..main us sidharth ko janta hu jise mere ek hug se calm ho jana hai take mujhe chot na lage..main us sidharth ko janta hu jo meri beizzati rokne ke liye pura dhyan khud ke taraf mod deta hai..main us sidharth ko janta hu jisne mujhe gale laga ke kahan tha you are my home..wo Sidharth tv pe nehi mere dil me mere dimaag me aur mere ghar me rehta hai..
Sid : Shehnaaz I & hugged her tightly
Sana : it's ok..I know u love me kutte