Sidnaaz-And The Story Begins

Chapter 23 : Pain Or Gain Part 2

Shehnaaz ordered breakfast after waking up.Sidharth is still sleeping.Sana went close to him & kissed him.
Sana : Tu possessive kyun hai gande bache ??
Sid mourns in sleep.Sana hugged him like a teddy bear & thinking about his worst possessive reaction on her.
Flashback starts.
It's morning tym.Sana went to talk to Sidharth .But he didn't.
Sana : Main bed change karlu ??
Sid : Ha ha karle
Sana : kyun yeh to mera bhi bed hai
Sid : Shehnaaz mujhe na tumse baat nehi karni ...tumko jo karna hai karo...Tum jaise insaan ko main apne zindagi ka hissa nehi banata hoon...his last line cracked due to his pain.
Shehnaaz was little shocked to see his all behaviour.He was ignoring & roaming around.Did not giving attention to Sana.
Sana : aisa kya kia maine jo tu yeh kar raha hai ??
Sid : Mujhe kuch nehi hua...just I don't take a shit ...just leave me alone..
Sana still trying.Sana went to Sid to make him eat breakfast but by chance it fell on Sid's tshirt.
Sid went to Washroom area to clean it.
Sid looking at himself ( in mind ) : What I'm doing ?? Fucķ....Agar aisa chalega to Usko samajh aa jayega ke main naraz hu kis baat pe..
He thought for a sec : Why I'm concern ?? She was just using me ...itna kuch hua..itna kuch bola us harami paras ne..aur Sana abhi bhi uske paas...shit...I should have understood...again I mistaken..Mujhe laga use bhi mere se sayad...I'm an idiot that I asked Mummy abt her...not anymore..never...I'll throw her out of my life now...mujhe bas focus rehna hai...
Sana came that tym to him: Sidharth tu aisa kyun kar raha hai...tujhe hurt hua to baat kar mere se
Sid : Shehnaaz don't touch me ok...just don't touch me..don't ( he shouted ) ..don't make it ugly...go to hell..just get lost & he left.
He went smoking room & started smoking.Everyone were inside the house.
Sid broke down : Is this the way to treat me Shehnaaz ?? Ek tissue paper ki tarah ?? Jab jarurat ho bas usi tym..kya mere liye itni bhi feelings nehi ke tum mujhe is tarah tod deti ho...har bar jab tumko paana chahti hu tum har bar mujhe door fek ke yeh sabit karti ho ke tum abhi bhi usi paras pe atke ho...aur main option hu..ya option bhi nehi sayad...
Rashmi was coming.Sid immediately try to hide his tears.
Rashmi knew her from old tyms .So she asked : Sab thik hai ???
Sid : haan
Rashmi : Sana ke saath...?? Is everything fine ??
Sid : hmm
Rashmi : Are you upset for gautam thing ?
Sid : no no that's so natural...
And he left.
Sana inside bathroom thinking & crying : usko kya ho gaya ?? Mere pe itna gussa kyun ho raha hai ?? Kuch hua hai usko..sayad paras wali baat pe..ho sakta...haaye mujhe sidharth se baat karni hai abhi
She rushed to Sidharth but got upset when she sees Sidharth laughing with Shefali.And Shefali's hand on Sid's chest.
Sana got back to washroom again & started crying .This tym she broke down : Nehi nehi nehi mujhe nehi rehna uske bina..rabba kuch karo is baar koi chamatkar kar do...I promise main kabhi baat nehi karungi us paras se...main Sidharth ke bina nehi reh sakti....
On the other hand just after Sana left Sid immediately pushed Shefali's hand from his chest.Sid intentionally let Shefali put hand on his chest so that Sana can see it & got hurt.He was thinking abt when Sana always used to kiss his chest. Unknowingly he smiled.
Shefali : Yeh dekh tere (mahira )baton se yeh bhi hass raha hai  ( little did she know only Sana can put smile on his face ) .
Rashmi came to Sana .
Rashmi : Kya Hua Sana ?
Sana while crying : Wo mujhse baat nehi kar raha hai.. ..pata nehi kyun ?usko bol mere se baat kare...
Rashmi : Ho sakta hai use thoda waqt chahiye..dekh abhi baith k wo enjoy kar raha hai...ho sakta hai tu usko kuch jyada hi pareshan karti hai sayad isliye usko thoda ajeeb lag raha hai..abhi wo hai bhi nehi na aisa
These manipulative lines effected on Sana.
both slept in same bed.
Sana : ho sakta abhi usko main pasand nehi hu..akhir wo ek bada star hai..aur meko abhi abhi..and she couldn't think anymore...She just stop thinking & crying.
Sid listened it : shehnaaz tumko dusre bed pe jana hai jao ya drama karna hai to camera ke samne jake karo...
Sana stopped.
Sid ( in mind ) : agar maine use abhi dard nehi dia to mujhe tod degi...aur yeh main hone nehi dunga...I couldn't able to tolerate....mujhme aur dard sehne ki himmat nehi hai...I'm done with it..
It's morning but till not wake up song played.Sid saw Sana sleeping holding his hand.Sid was just mesmerized to see her natural beauty.
He was thinking : agar mushkil se main bache huye 15 -20 din guzar bhi loon Sana ke elawa...kya kabhi main use bhula payunga kabhi bhi..Yeh to meri dil aur meri chain ki saas le gayi..kaise rahunga iske bina..kyun shehnaaz aisa kya hai us paras me jo mere me nehi hai..haan thoda bada hu tujhse par samajhta bhi to main hi hu tujhe jyada...to phir har baar paras kyun....
And he kissed Sana's hand.And Sana woke up.
Flashback ends.
Sana : uth jaa baby...dekh kya mast break fast mangaya hai
Sid hugged Sana & Kissed her tightly.
Sana : Subah subah inni romantic...haaye gande bache
Sid : Sorry kal ke liye...I'll never be able to watch you with anybody else...tu sirf mera hai..
Sana : Aww meraa babyyy...