Sidnaaz-And The Story Begins

Chapter 20 : You Are Mine Only

Flashback started.
Sana was sitting outside the house in bigg boss.She was upset with herself that she disrespected Salman Sir.Actually she was very much angry on Sidharth becoz of Task.And then Salman Sir twice thrice called her jealous.So she unknowingly pointed him & she was so pissed off with herself.She was listening Salman Sir saying Sidharth that stay away from her.And also heard that Salman called her extra possessive.She was totally blank.
Sana : Yeh log nehi samajhte mujhe.Main pyaar karti hu usse.Wo bhi nehi samajhta mujhe.Waheguru apko to pata hai main kisi se jealous nehi hu.Kisi se bhi nehi.Menu nehi rehna.Sidharth bhi nehi samajhta mujhe.Use bhi lagta hai main paras ko pasand karti hu.Main nehi samjha paa raha hu.
Salman was talking to housemates.But Sidharth's mind was totally outside.He looked back to saw Sana two three tyms.It was not unnoticed by Salman himself.When Salman made Sidharth realised abt the breakdown of Sana,Sidharth himself regret his misdeed to tease Sana jealous.
Sid in mind : Nehi karna tha  mujhe.I don't want to hurt her anyhow.Main to use khush dekhna chahta hu.Shit I did mistake.What have I done.Mujhe nehi pata usse is word se kya issue hai.Oh god abhi bhi bahar baithi hai akeli.Bas sir usko andar bula le. Yaar Mujhe Sana ke paas hona chahiye tha.
He again looked back to saw her.
Salman took a leave & within a second Sidharth came to her.He tried hard to pacify her.But then Salman came inside & try to make her understand where she goes wrong.Also Salman said he wanted to take Sana back with him.
Sid in mind : nehi nehi nehi nehi.I cant let that happen.Aisa nehi hona tha.It was my fault.I should have confess to her that I like her much more than she did..Oh no it's not done.I wsnt to spend my life with her.Main nehi reh sakunga.
Sidharth got so scared that his fear was clearly visible.Sana saw him & he realised how much Sana actually loved him.Her eyes were speaking so many things.
Sana in mind : Aaj jo hua uske baad main chali jau sahi hai.Sidharth bhi mujhse door ho jayega ab.Koi nehi chahta main yahan rahun.Sidharth bhi nehi sayad.
She painfully saw Sidharth.
Sidharth wanted to talk,but she was scared.She knew if she stop to say good bye she would broke down with tears.
Then Salman with so much love said Sana was not going anywhere & he looked at Sidharth & gave a smile.Coz He also saw Sidharth's eyes which were moist.Sidharth was controlling tears.While leaving Salman hugged Sidharth.
Sid in very low voice : Sir I'm also ( His unfinished line understood by Salman )
Salman : From the very 1st Day..I know..So be more verbal..
Sid : I'll.
This whole conversation was neither telecasted nor anyone heard them clearly.
WKW ended.Sana was sitting in garden area.
Sana : Ab to Sidharth ko pata hai ke main kya hu..ab mujhse baat bhi nehi karega wo..main jo khud ko marti hu usse wo darr hi gaya hoga..keh raha hoga kaise pagal ladki se pala pada ( and she was crying in low voice )
Sidharth went to washroom & then he came back to living area.He even didn't changed his cloths of WKW.He saw Sana was sitting outside.
Sid came : Chal andar chal..ho gaya ab .
Sana : Tyjhe Salman Sir ne mana kia na baat karne mere se, main tereko thappad mari isiliye
Sid : Jor se kheech k...tv pe dikhaya..chal moti aaja andar chal
Sana : Sidharth main tujhe nehi bata paungi tu kya hai mere liye....tu door reh mere se..tera game kharap hoyega..main nehi chahti tera game affected ho..
Sid : abe chal na bakwas mat kar...
Sana : Aur main possessive bhi hoon bahut tereko lekar..hum bahar milenge agar tune baat kia kabhi to
Sid hold her both hands and said : Andar chal Shehnaaz..
Sana never disrespected Sid.So she went inside but she slept on washroom area.
Sidharth went to her .
Sid : Chal na moti meko akela nehi sona.
Sana : Mujhe nehi jana...ja na tu apni arti shefali k paas..
Sid : tere bina neend nehi ayegi
Sana went silent.For sidharth it's more dangerous.He likes when Sana fights with him.But he scared silent Sana.
He went to bed : Usko nehi bataya par pehli baar pehle din se mujhe wo pasand hai.Itni ke wo soch bhi nehi sakti.Bas khud ko maine humesha roka kyun ki wo bahut choti hai.Maine apne adhe life jee lia.Par usne to abhi suru kia.Uski life me agar main rahunga to wo age nehi badh payegi. I'll be always a obstacle for her .mujhe use yeh samjhana hoga bhale hi iske liye mujhe dard sehna pade.How much I got affected she would never understand.She even don't know abt my past.Nothing abt me.I can't ruin her life.I can't be selfish with her.
When he was thinking this his eyes went moist.He knew he also loved Sana but he didn't want to tell that to her.He waited to Sana come to bed.But she didn't.It was midnight.
He went to her and saw she was sitting on washroom bed.She was looking dull.
He went close to her.
Sana remain silent & after saw him she just turn around to other side.
Sid waited for 2 - 3 seconds & then suddenly he also slept with her in the same bed.
Sana : kya kar raha hai ? Ja na tu ...mujhe rehna hai akela
Sid hold her cheeks in his arm & said : par mujhe akela nehi rehna Shehnaaz & kissed her forehead.
She still didn't wanted to sleep in his arm as usual.But she didn't deny.
Both slept together.Not so far.Not So close.
Next day Sid tried to manaoing his bandi for whole day & she surrendered at last.Then she said I love you to Sidharth.
Flashback ends.
Sana : tujhe kaise pata tha mujhe us raat teri jarurat thi ?
Sid : Shehnaaz kitni baar bolu
Sana : main bhul gii..wapas bol
Sid : tujhe pata hai Shehnaaz ladkiya marti thi mujhpe college me..Yes I was & I am handsome. I know how my good looks effects on girls. Ladkiya bade bade batein bhi karti thi tu mere liye hai mere liye wo hai..I can do this that..tune mujhe kabhi kaha nehi par tune mujhe apna liya..tune mere gusse ko..mere naraz hone ko..mere sabse kharap adaton ko tak apna lia..mujhe sirf ek baat samajh aya tha that Only I'm the one who can calm u just like only u can calm me..
Maine hi tere mood ko kharap kia tha jealous jealous bolke..to mujhe hi thik karna tha...
Shehnaaz Tujhe pata hai main jyada samjha nehi pata hu...par usdin mujhe bas yeh lag raha tha ke tujhe tightly hug karloon aur apne bahome le lu bas...aur kuch nehi..fir tujhe itna pyaar doon ke tere sare dard door ho jaye..I'm sorry shehnaaz I was so afraid to loose you to paras , to asim , to vishal...Kyun ki wo tere age ke the aur main tujhse bahut bada...
Sana : tu kabhi batata kyun nehi tha kutte
Sid : Haan teri tarah duniya ke samne propose karu..pagal thodi hu main
Sana : i love you puttu
Sid : ok
Sana : Ok kya hota hai I love too bol saale
Sid : abe chal tere dialogue purane ho gaye bahut
Sana : Par ek sach jo kabhi bhi purana nehi hoga
Sid : Kya
Sana : Tu mera hai aur tu mera hi hai...main faad ke rakh dungi sabko
Sid : Haan meri maa tera hi hoon