Sidnaaz-And The Story Begins

Chapter 15 : Broken Heart

After Sana left Sidharth get worried abt the incident happened in morning.He never wanted his family including Sana face problem for him.But Sana was such a stubborn that she never wanted to leave him at any cost.Sidharth knew Sana would never leave him and he himself never able to live without Sana.He remrmber how She alwats gets back to him after their every fight.Whatever happened Sana always came back.Just one tym she didn't and Sidharth was so vulnerable.It felt like time stopped for him.It was 2020.Sana was shooting for a song with Tony Kakkar.The song was too good and it did very well.Sana was so happy.
It was morning tym and Sana was murmuring the song.Rita Aunty came.
Aunty : Kya kar rahi bacha?? Sidharth uth gaya ??
Sana : Haan mummy fresh hone gaya.
Aunty : Beta teri mummy ka call aaya tha..Wo log chahte the ke tum dono shagai karlo..fir rehna jaise marji chahe...aur hum sab bhi yehi chahte hai beta...Sidharth se baat kar
Sid came out from washroom.
Aunty : Aa gaya tu ? Baith yahan ..Agle mahine ek acha sa muhurat dekh ke tum dono ka sagai teh kar denge...
Sid : Sagai.?? Are you serious ?Mujhe nehi karna shaadi ...yeh sab mat chadao mere dimaag me..
Shehnaaz shooked a little after his words.
Aunty : Matlab kya hai tera ?? She gets little angry.
Sana : Mummy main baat karti hu.Aap bolo kya khaoge..maine breakfast banaya khaoge ?
Aunty : nehi iska matlab kya hai ?
Sana : Mummy ( she give a hint to her )
Aunty : puttar main baad me milti hu tujhse and she left.
Sana came to sat beside Sidharth : Tujhe abhi shaadi nehi karni sahi hai..par sagai to kar sakte hai..aur hum functions bhi to nehi karenge..
Sid : Dekh shehnaaz bahut mushkil ke baad abhi kaam suru hua mera...Abhi yeh sab nehi karna mujhe ..4 - 5 saal jane de...I'll think abt it..
Sana stood up and tried to left : tujhe pyaar to hai na Sidharth mere se ?? Ya main sirf teri adat hu...?? She asked it with cracked voice
Sid : Shehnaaz Tu samajh nehi rahi hai baby
Sana came back and hold his chin : main samajh rahi hu..tujhe jab jo sahi lage kar...and she kissed his cheeks and left.
Sidharth & Shehnaaz both were too busy in shooting for few days.
After 4 days Sana was sleeping.
Sid enters his room and saw her sleeping.He get closed to her and kisses her.
Sana immediately woke up.
Sana : Tu aa gaya..Acha hua mujhe tujhse baat karni hai..
Doorbell rang and Sana went to open the door.It was Shehbaz.Sana hugged him so close.As she was meeting with her brother after so long.
Sidharth was too happy to see Baaz.They really enjoyed a family dinner.Sid,Sana,Baaz,Aunty,Neetu di ,Preeti di and their husbands and kids.(I wrote this before Sidharth Posted his bday video ,I'm so happy that my imagination became true).The dinner went so well.But Sidharth saw Sana's face was so dull.
Baaz to Sana : Mottoo Sare saman daal lia tune ?
Sana : nehi abhi karungi..tu fikar na kari..Maine chetti chetti kar lena.Kal subah kar leni maine packing..
Sid : Packing kis cheese ki packing ??
Sana : Wo abhi main wo hi batane wali thi..main kuch din ke liye punjab ja rahi hu..tera bhi shoot hai tujhe busy rehna hai aur mujhe bhi kuch din ke liye chutti mili hai shoot se..To punjab jake aa jayungi..
Sid : Aur yeh baat mujhe tu abhi bata rahi hai..?? Tujhe to punjab jana acha nehi lagta hai..to ab??
Sana : Shehbaz tu ja so ja..kal subah uth ke maine help kar lena..ja so ja..Baaz left
Sid holding her hand tightly : I'm asking you sumthing Shehnaaz..Tu aise kaise jaa rahi hai punjab ?
Sana in very soft voice ( not in her regular voice ) remove Sidharth's hand very calmly and softly : Kuchdin ki liye jaa rahi hu..Mummy ki yaad aa rahi hai..kaafi din ho gaya ...unhone milna hai mujhse..aur mujhe bhi..
Sidharth realised Sana was upset.But he didn't yet get her why she is upset.So he stopped talking over this topic.Sana already informed Aunty about this.
Aunty : kab wapas ayegi ?
Sana : Bahut din baad ja rahi hu mummy ke paas..kuch din rukna hai
Aunty realised sumthing is different abt these two.They always fight..taunt esch other cutely..but that was missing since that Sagai conversation happened..Sidharth was always like this..But Sana was the one who lightens their mood always with her antics..But Sana looks so dull since that day..like sumthing broke inside her heart..And she was unable to speak up.Sana's usual charm was missing.
Aunty wanted to talk abt this but the time of her leaving came and she was just leaving.
Sidharth : Tu akeli aa jayegi ya Baaz ayega ?
Sana : Pehle jaane to de mujhe...
Sidharth noticed Sana not said when she will come back and never said I'll back soon like always she did..His hearts starts to beat faster when she was leaving his home..Sana looked back inside the house...Sidharth's heart jumps to see the look on Sana's face..He felt like Sana leaving him forever and never will come back again...That's y Sana looked back to take the memory of the house in heart..
Sana sat on car.
Sidharth (his heart beating so faster and loud that anyone can listen) : Tu wapas kab ayegi?
Sana : Sidharth I love you
Sid : Tu kab ayegi moti ??
Sana just kissed his hand and smiled.Car started and she left.
Sidharth stared at Sana's car until the car disappeared.
Sana just broke down in tears in Car.
Baaz : Motto tu sherni hai mera..Nehi rote aise and hugged her so tightly....Tujhe usse thik se baat karna chahiye tha...Sidharth bahar se strong hai Motto..par Andar se utna hi weak hai..tenu pata hai yeh..
Sana : Ghar Janaa hai maine bas..mujhe ghar le chal Shehbaz..
Sidharth was just standing there like a statue for couple of minutes like everything was ended.
Aunty came and shook him.
Aunty : Bacha andar chal...kya hua?? Udas hai ?? Aa jayegi thode din me..
Sidharth asked her to call after reached chandigarh but she didn't.Sidharth in shooting continuously holding his phone in his hand.But Sana didn't called.
Sidharth felt like dejected and he felt Sana left him forever.
He didn't called too.He came back to home.He knocked the door two three tyms.He screamed Shehnaaz darwaja khol and suddenly he realised Sana is not there inside.
He opened the gate and get inside. Everything,every space and every single item of his house remind of Shehnaaz..Kitchen where she make breakfast..sofa where she sits with him..dining table where they fight the most..he was just roaming around whole house..his heart was just want a glimpse of Shehnaaz..He was feeling useless....
Sid : Kya jarurat hai is kitchen ki jab yahan khana banane wali hi na ho..is sofa ka kya karu jab isme baithne wali hi na ho...what is the need of this large bed jab meri zindagi bhar ki neend hi le gayi wo..
He sat on the floor and started crying badly..
Sid : I knew it tu chod degi mujhe ekdin..aur yehi darr mujhe tujhse apne kareeb nehi ane de raha tha..I have been through this before...par is baar main toot gaya Shehnaaz...He cried so badly that he didn't realised when he fall asleep.
It's morning and he woke up.He checked his phone.42 missed calls from Shehnaaz..
He jumps over joy and called her back immediately.
Sid : Shehnaaz ( he was even unable to say a single word )
Shehnaaz : Kutta Khota..( used various slang )...tu pagal hai..kal raat se phone kar rahi hu kahan tha tu...menu heart attack aa gaya..kahan tha tu..kiske saath tha bataa kutta..main yahan aaya aur teri aiyashi suru hai na kutta..
Sid : aiyashi ???..abe moti kya bakwas kar rahi hai..
Shehnaaz : Kahan tha tu..phone kyun nehi uthaya
Sid : So gaya tha baby..( and he felt relaxed after heard Sana's voice..moreover he was happy that he misunderstood that she left him )...
Sana fights with Sidharth as they do it regularly..
After their conversation Sana cut the call
Gill Aunty : Ho gayi tasalli..
Sana : menu aap cheda mat karo..
Gill Aunty : Tujhse pyaar karta hai bahut wo..main bata rahi hu tujhe..uski ankhon me dikhta hai puttar..dekhna tujhe khush rakhega wo..
Sid on the other side sat on sofa.Everyday Sana pushed him to be ready.Today he was just lost in his thoughts.
Aunty : Naha le jake..Aaja tel laga deta hu..
Sid sat on the floor and aunty messaging his head .
Sid : Mummy jab main pehle date karta tha apne kabhi kahan nehi ke usko ghar leke aa...ya shaadi karle ya aisa kuch..fir is baar kyun..??
Aunty in soft voice : Kyun ki maine kabhi tujhe kisi ke liye tadap te nehi dekha pehle Bacha..maine dekha tha tu khush hai..ghum raha hai unke saath..masti kar raha hai aur raat ko ghar ake aramse sota hai..
Par maine tujhe Sana ke liye tadapte dekha hai..maine dekha kis tarah tu har friday ka intezar karta tha jab Sana wo shaadi wala show me thi..maine dekha teri ankhon me wo dard jab har monday ko tu use set pe chodne jata tha..Ek aur baat bolu..
Sid : Kya ??
Aunty : Maine Kisi Aur Ko tujhe thappad marte bhi nehi dekha and she stated laughing loudly
Sid : Aap ka mann to kar raha hoga ke tod saale ko
Aunty : Tujhe koi hath lagaye aur tu usike peeche peeche bhage aisa pehli baar hai...kyun ki pehli baar maine Sidharth Shukla Ko Sirf Sidharth bante dekha hai..jise koi matlab nehi duniya se..use matlab hai to sirf us ladki ki hurt hone se...isiliye selfish banke main chahti hu wo yehi rahe tere paas...taaki tu khush rahe...isiliye teri shaadi chahti hu..par Sana meri bhi bachi hai..shaadi se uska career nehi kharap ho..isliye sagai chahti hu..
Sana ko haq hai ke wo tujhse ek rishte ka committment maange..galat to nehi hai wo..
Sid : Maine usko firse hurt kia
Aunty : You know what u have to do bacha
Sid : I know and he smile mischievously