Falling in Love in London

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

After the fight sprung out yesterday, I still don't know how to act in front of Connagh and to everybody when he's the reason the side of my eye and part of my cheek were bruised.

I've had a hard time looking at everyone else today. I had to use so much make-up on my face just to cover the bruise on around my eye and the side of my cheek. It hurts and even when I'm trying to smile or not. I had to have my face sit still para mas lalong hindi sumakit. I know people will notice about this, but as much as possible, I stayed behind my desk and just do my task and make a little interaction with everyone.

Good thing Miss Sienna hasn't noticed it yet but sure she'll do.

Connagh hasn't showed up yet. I haven't seen him around that's why I helped Miss Sienna on some tasks as well.

He called me multiple times yesterday, but I didn't answer his call. He send multiple messages as well, I never read it and never replied to any of it. But I accidentally happen to read one of the message and he was apologizing and didn't meant it to happen. I don't know what to say or even react to it. My face numbed because of what he did and I hated the fact that they both fight because of me.

Ang haba ba ng hair ko? In this kind of cruel way? Hindi 'ko nagugustuhan ito.

Yesterday at night, Berk came to my room. Ayaw ko pa nga sana siya pagbuksan ng pinto dahil siya rin mismo ang nagsimula ng gulo kagabi. If he wouldn't threw punches to Connagh, hindi rin gaganti 'yon and at kapag hindi siya gaganti at hindi nagsimula ng gulo si Berk ay hindi aabot sa pagkaroroon ng pasa ang mukha ko. But in the end, I open the door for Berk and when he saw my face last night, he really felt so bad and guilty to what he did.

He even brought dinner of both of us, but that won't change a thing for what he did yesterday. It was wrecked. I thought it was chaos that I had to deal with. It just that it's out of what I can do and here's what I got in the end. So much for bravery, Kiersten.

Berk apologize to me and to what he had done. We talked and I tried to listen to his reason because I believe he wouldn't go dare punching his boss beyond the reason of I was with him all the time. Though what he said yesterday to me was so offensive and hurt me.

He said he was so jealous that he didn't even stop thinking he would done it to Connagh. He basically wanted to talk, but because of his emotion he wasn't able to handle it professionally that's why it leads to chaos and I hated the fact that these men fights because of me.

He also added that I might be falling hard with Connagh because of all the things he's giving and had done to me. Inamin ko rin naman sa kanya na super grateful ako sa mga bagay na ibinigay ni Connagh sa akin, but I'm not washing the thought away na mentor ko siya and having a relationship with him while I'm his intern is quite out of my limitations. I can't do that. I basically won't date someone else just to get close to them.

Then I remembered what his mother said to me. That I just turned to Berk because of my feelings for Connagh. I told him about that and that questioned our relationship now. Whether we would continue our dating relationship or should stop at this point. It was a long-awkward moment for the both of us when we decided to forgive each other and give a second chance. If we could save it and worth it to continue.

Basically, what Berk did was out of line. Punching his Connagh, his boss, was way out of line. I don't know how to explain Connagh's side because we never really talked about anything we do. From the very start until what happened yesterday, I couldn't justify it. Just because he's my boss and he told me that everything was for experience and for my professional benefit, it doesn't take less when it also meant the other way. That Connagh could be taking it to the other way.