Beginning at the End [DreamSMP X Oc]

Chapter eleven~where!

I walked outside and began the walk to the massive crater a few minutes walk from me. As I walked passed the hill house again I heard a noise from inside like someone was humming along too a tune I hesitated for a second or two on wether to go in or not before eventually deciding to find out who lived here as I was walking up the pathway I heard a voice behind me
"Y/n?" Tubbo asked
"Hi Tubbo what ya doing?" I asked
"I was on my way to Fundy's?" He said though it sounded much more like a question
"Okay have a nice day then I'll see you around" I blurted out, turning to walk the opposite direction. I didn't really want to be around Tubbo or Phil they seemed too baby me where as I just wanted to get out there and get my memories back they seemed to want me too take my time. It felt like they didn't even want the old me back.
"Y/n?"he called
"Yes?" I shouted back now a few Meters away
"Your meant too be there too" he laughed stepping towards me
"Oh right okay, guess I'll follow you then"I walked up to him and began following him making small talk about the weather on the way.
We soon arrived at Fundy's and my mind began racing back to the dreams I had last night although I'm pretty sure they where more memories. When we knocked on Fundy's door he immediately brought me into a hug causing me too just flinch more and him too retract his arms quickly.
"Come in. How was the walk over?" Fundy asked politely
"It was good, wasn't it y/n?" Tubbo said prompting me too speak but the only thing I could think about was the word nephew and the boy sat next to me "y/n" Tubbo said shaking a hand in front of my face breaking my trance like state and then I just stupidly blurted if all out
"Your my nephew, and Phils my adopted dad and Wilbur's my adopted brother a..a..and T..Tommy's my brother." I cried whilst Fundy pulled me into a side wards hug as I continued "he was ment too be my brother, why did he hurt me? What did i do? Why can't I remember anything? Why? I have so many questions and no one knows all the answer's"
"Hey hey it's okay, we're gonna help you get your memories back it okay" Fundy whispered rubbing circles in my back whilst Tubbo just stood there not really sure what too do.
"But what if we can't get my memory back? I don't want to be like this forever" I cried
"It's okay we've got a pla-" Tubbo was interrupted by a loud banging on the door and both of them turning too look at me before Fundy stood up and Tubbo sat down next to me holding my hand tightly
"Your safe okay if anything happens just head straight back home okay? I'll come get you if you do. But please try and be brave" Tubbo said soothingly as I heard Fundy and someone else whispering in the hallway.
Fundy stepped in gently pushing the door open and was followed in by a 16 year old boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. As soon as I saw him my whole body tensed before starting too gently shake.
Tommy.
"Child" I said it slipping out of my mouth by accident it felt so normal to call him child yet I don't understand why. He smiled at this and sat in the chair across from us and next too Fundy.
"Y/n what do you remember about Tommy if anything at all" Fundy asked "it's okay take your time there's no rush"
"He hurt me" I simply replied
"What no I di-" Tommy began shouting before Fundy talked over him
"Tommy shut up. Just calm down. Okay y/n how did Tommy hurt you?"
"He tried to kill me" I decided that I was going to say as little as possible
"Why did he try to kill you?" Tubbo asked this time
"It was my fault all of it" I said as a few tears escaped, rolling down my cheek
"Hey hey it's okay what was your fault?" Tubbo asked soothingly
"Everything I'm the reason you exiled him, I'm the reason Phil left us and the reason he's dead" I whimpered
"Who's dead?" Fundy asked sounding almost urgent in his voice. I decided I'd had enough of this shit and stood up before shouting at them that I didn't know and running out. They tried to follow me but Tubbo told them that I needed space Which I was thankful for.
I ran down the prime path, past the church and the strange house of metal doors just trying too get back to my house tears flowing down my cheeks now and then it all stopped when I came falling down too the ground.
"Oh my I'm so sorry y/n are you all right?" He asked before helping me up "you look like you've been crying?"
"I I have I'm sorry I didn't mean too hurt you" I cried still not looking at him
"It's okay. Why are you crying are you hurt?"
"No not really just upset"I said still looking at my feet
"Do you want too talk about it?I'm a very good listener apparently" he asked
"Yeah I think I do"I muttered
"I have just the place to go, actually I have a really good friend who's brilliant at comforting people maybe they can help you?" He continued
"You do?" I asked intrigued
"Oh yes they are just the best" he said as I finally looked up to meet his eyes
"Did I used to know them?" I asked unsure
"I don't think so, you might have heard of them though" he said cheerfully as we began walking the way I came
"Oh?"
"They're called The Egg" Bad said before pointing too a small cobblestone hole "and they're just down there"