Beginning at the End [DreamSMP X Oc]

Chapter twenty-seven~Mental break

"I remember everything." I cried as tears streamed down my face as the thoughts ran through my head.
"Y/n it's okay just take it easy and lay back down" Karl said as he went to push me back down but I instead jumped up and moved backwards towards a large desk.
"Stay away" I warned as he tried to walk nearer
"Y/n! It's me? Do you remember me?" He asked gently taking small streps towards me
"Karl, Karl Jacobs." I answered still watching his feet
"So if you remember me you know I won't hurt you" Karl said but I wasn't listening.

I ran past Karl desperate to get away from the memories. All the walls where a pure white and various people ran around all looking very similar too Karl but they wore white and grey clothes unlike Karl who had been wearing his normal purple and green outfit. I turned a sharp corner and ran into a small podium type thing with a burr black rose sat a top of it, I looked at the rose and it sounded as though it called me too it so I reached out a shakeup hand and touched one of the petals. As soon as I'd touched the petal my head began spinning and the world around me changing until it all stopped and I was in a small cave with a purple and green portal behind me. Once again I ran from it and soon found my way too the prime path.
"Y/n! Y/n are you okay?" That was Puffy's voice but I don't know if I can trust her
"Stay away from me" I shouted backing away
"Y/n it's me you remember me right?" She asked as I saw another two figure's appear in the distance
"I know who you are Puffy, you where my fucking sister and you lied to me and left me." I shouted at her
"No y/n it wasn't like that just ask Dream, please." She tried pleading
"No you left us" I shouted and that's when I saw Sapnap and George
"What are you two doing?" Sapnap asked suspiciously
"We're sorry for earlier y/n" George said
"What do you mean earlier?" Puffy asked turning her back on me as I decided to take this chance and run.
Running, it was one of the few things I seemed able to do. Running from my problem's. Old me wouldn't have ran, the new me would do nothing but. But now? I don't know who I am, I'm a mix of the past, present and future.
"Y/n what are you doing here?" A voice asked
"Stay away Bad." I replied running past the Eggpire and into a the large hill with double doors for a moment of peace before the inevitable happened
"Y/n"
"Tommy"
"What are you doing in my house?"
"Tommy?"
"Y/n... you should go."
"I don't want to"
"But aren't you scared of me?"
"I remember Tommy, I remember everything and I really want to forget again."
"It's okay, I wish I could for get too"
"Then let's forget together, brother and sister then we'll be free"
"You know we can't do that"
"We could bring Tubbo? And maybe Ghostbur?"
"Y/n our lives are here, we can't just leave"
"Please"
"............. no we are staying here"
"I can't do this! HOW CAN ANYONE DO THIS! AHHHHH! MY FUCKING HEAD!"
"It's okay y/n just breath"
"It hurts so much Tommy, they hurt me they all hurt me" I shouted grabbing onto my head as Tommy pulled me into a soft hug but I pushed away looking at him with hatred "you hurt me"
"No I didn't y/n, why don't we go find Phil?" The boy pleaded trying to keep me here
"No" I reply before running outside.

The sun seemed a lot brighter than before and everyone seemed to be speaking louder as well, I made my way too the community house and saw Nikki, Fundy and Jack all sat down talking. I looked at them through the glass then pushed the door open I could barely see or hear I just saw parts of them; Nikki was sat next to me on the floor one moment but then I saw Eret pressing a button the next, then I was looking up at Schlatt and pleading for my life and then Tubbo was held at gun point with a crossbow and then I finally saw it.
Pitch black nothingness that enveloped me in a layer of warmth and feelings of being loved
"Hey y/n, long time no see huh?" Wilbur asked jokingly
"Wilbur?" I asked unsurely
"Yeah it's me there's a few others here as well." He said as I went to nod but realised that my body wasn't here only my soul
"Lead the way" I replied instead