Beginning at the End [DreamSMP X Oc]

Chapter nineteen~ Traitor

Y/n's POV
Ant had grabbed my hand and was now pulling me towards the small pile of cobblestone that marked where the community spider spawner was. I knew what was down here, yet I felt drawn to it as though it was whispering to me calling me to come closer. I looked down the hole, took a deep breath and jumped. I landed in the pool of water at the bottom and stepped out immediately not wanting to get more wet than I already am.
I began thinking about wether or not i really wanted my memories back, I mean it didn't sound like my life was very happy or nice. In fact it sounded full of betrayal and pain. I thought about something Techno had said when we were riding through the nether on Carl. 'This worlds full of liars and traitors y/n, you know that or at least you used to.Even people you would've called family betray you eventually'. The statement had confused me originally but now I knew about my history and the many betrayals I'd experienced: Eret, Fundy even Tommy had betrayed me. And on some level I felt like I was a traitor I shouldn't have given up so easily when it came to Dream. The old y/n wouldn't have by the sounds of it, she would've fought back. I think that almost everybody's is guilty of being a traitor, to themselves at least.