~But you'll never be alone
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here~
Dusk till dawn - zayn and sia
Xavier's pov:
Anger
Pain
Guilt
That's what I have been feeling since that dreadful day. She's gone. She is not where she normally would be right now; in my arms like usual.
He going crazy, he needs her.
I need her.
We are a wreck without her.
She is our peace.
He can only be controlled by her and for once in my life i am helpless, clueless and scared.
He's going to come out soon; he cannot be contained any longer.
I don't know where she is yet.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, which brought me out of the train of thoughts. I turned back from the gloomy and dark scenery in front of me portraying my inner turmoil since her disappearance, it was my mom. I tried to give her a smile back when she smiled at me buy nothing and no one can bring out the Xavier everybody knows if she is not next me.
I cannot smile drink or eat when my heart is not with me. Not when I know nothing about her location. Not when I know whether she has eaten and okay without any harm.
Who am I kidding; fucking hell I cannot guarantee anything.
Nothing at all.
"Darling, come and eat something", mama pulled on my hand gently trying to take me out of the room.
"No mama, not when I don't know anything about her whereabouts. For once in my life I am so scared mama. I can't lose her. If anything happens to her mama or if there is a single scratch on her beautiful skin I will tear each and every limb of that person and show him no mercy" I walked out of the office trying to keep my anger and Him in contained.
I opened the door to the gym and started the punching the fuck out of the boxing bag trying to calm the raging storm inside for as long as I can.
I need to focus and start planning
No more crying shit.
I need my girl and I will get her by hook or crook.
After a hour or so I stopped and lied on the ground, just listening to the thumping heart of mine.
The burn from the bruised knuckles satisfied my emotions.
"Fuck! Where are you Baby? I am coming for you, just hold on for a bit more for me" I wiped a single tear that rolled and stood up to go back to the room.
The vanilla and coconut smell that she always wears lingered in the air when I opened the door to my room.
Sorry our room.
I shook my head and chuckled when I remembered,
"My love!!! Where are you? " the little ball of sunshine came skipping inside the office.
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