Jikook one shots🥰💗

Please love me back? I'll wait for you ❤️(part 1)🍭

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Jungkook POV: Hi I am Jungkook, fucking failure and looser, why you may ask? Cause I waited on confessing to my huge crush park Jimin and I found out he was already dating Kai for 2 months now. I didn't fucking know till my bestfriend Jimin, yes he's my bestfriend said he didn't want secretes so he told me how fucking Kai asked him out in valentines when I just had to be late that very day and Kai drove by and saw him and told him his feelings towards Jimin and turns out Jimin was interested and agreed to be his valentines. Fucking alarm chose not to go off and I totally lost my chance to make Jimin mine and they been dating since. I am hurt cause I heard they been fucking a lot. Which hurts me a lot the thought of Kai's hands all over Jimin. Makes me crazy when they are together I just leave not baring the pain. I cried for a month and looked like shit when I found out. Jimin was worried but I tried to make him know I am okay. Heartbreak hurts like a bitch but I am not giving up. I can't go to their wedding, no hell no id rather die single and be buried alive. I am on the football team with Kai and jimin's with the cheerleading team and dancing team. He's two years older than me but Kai is a year older than him. So he'll go to college soon. I know it's not nice to say nor think about it but I hope when Kai leaves he meets new people so I can have Jimin. I don't trust Kai fully he seems like he isn't the type for a long term relationship. Which I could give a fuck but one thing he better do is take care of Jimin and treat him like the angel he is. Or I'll personally beat his ass.

Anyways i was heading to the locker room it was empty till I heard, "mmh Kai not here". I froze and saw Kai and Jimin making out and Kai has his hand on jimin's ass. While they were in cheer and football outfits. Jimin was blushing while Kai smiled smugly. My heart broke to millions on pieces, no that wasn't enough to describe the pain. It was hard to watch and I couldn't think clearly when my bag dropped and they turned around. Jimin blushed and hid behind Kai while Kai wrapped his arms around jimin's slim waist and looked at me confused. When Kai said, "hey man you good"? I nodded and Jimin said, " kookie are you sure your okay"? I nodded and grabbed my bag and ran out. My eyes started forming tears when I crashed into Some one and fell down. I got up and tried to run when someone grabbed my shirt and said, " fucking bastard not looking where your going, made me drop my fucking sandwich and headphones". When I turned it was Suga hyung I saw his eyes soften and he said, " shit kook it's you what happened I have never in my life seen you cry"? I sobbed and hugged him. And said, "n-need to g-get out of here". He nodded and we left and he choose to drive since I could barely see with me crying. I liked how suga hyung never pressured me to tell him anything he waited or trusted me. He was mindful and the ride was silent with me trying to stop crying. Knowing Jimin was with another man and they were sexually active was hard enough but seeing it with my own eyes broke me in every way possible. When we arrived to my hyungs apartment. He patted my back and we walked in. He handed me water and just sat across the couch from me and began reading his music I assume. While I tried to calm myself. When I had calmed down I said, " I saw Jimin". He looked up and said, "yeah I heard you liked the kid from jin hyung" I pouted jin hyung can't ever keep a secret and he said, " what does that have to do with you crying like Cinderella leaving her prince behind"? I pouted and said, " if anything I am the prince and I-I saw him in the locker room with Kai k-kissing and t-touching each other, j-Jimin was moaning for another guy giving himself to another guy I couldn't stand to be there and I ran and left". He nodded understand and said, " kook people normally do that in relationships I am sorry to say this but your going to have to move on or endure it for jimin's happiness and your own". I sighed knowing he's right I said, " I know and I hate it that I couldn't confess in time and possibly have Jimin be mine things could have been so different I could have taken him out and taken things slow treated him 1000 times better and". I was cut of by suga hyung when he said, " kook you can't change the past things happen for a reason and it sucks I know but that's just how it is. I have no doubt in my mind jimin would be happy with you but right now that isn't the case if you truly love Jimin you gotta step back and be a good friend to him. Cause before there was love there was friendship. If things don't work out with Kai it wasn't meant to be and you have your chance but if it does you have to move on and be happy too".  I slumped down on the couch and nodded it's true I love Jimin to much to hurt him. Hyung said, " how about we go for a drink"? I nodded and walked to my apartment not far from hyungs and changed and showered.