𝐎𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 [𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜]

𝗔 𝗠𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿'𝘀 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲

˚₊·͟͟͞➳❥ Looking at the moon, I found myself contemplating about life. I was mesmerized by it's beauty as I let myself be succumb by my own thoughts. My heart felt full and empty at the same time. A small smile formed onto my lips, although it should looked happy, it turned out sad.

I sighed, letting a single tear out of my eyes.  I placed my hands on top of my stomach. Although, my hands are trembling, I started to rub it into circles. Find myself wondering what life would bring into our lives.

Whispering words of love onto a child who is still not born. "My baby, Mommy will protect you, no matter what." I'm holding my breath, choking into my words.

"I love you. We'll get through this together." I looked onto my side, I could see a tube that gives me food. Clock is ticking, I just closed my eyes. I wished for time. Please.

˚₊·͟͟͞➳❥ I've always wondered how far a love could go on. I just smiled at that thought because I already knew what the answer was. My love could reach farthest place. Only heaven knows, how much I've loved and how much I could give. I just hope that I reached all the people I know because time could only give a moment.

Although my love could reach far, my life can't. It is short-spanned so I'm here trying to give my all to the time that I was given. I appreciate every little thing, I don't mind the pain. I just want to love people as much as I can.

I wonder how much time I could live?

˚₊·͟͟͞➳❥ I could give my life for someone that wasn't wanted. He didn't want the child. He hated it. He said all the words that I didn't wanted to here. I looked at him with pain in my eyes, I wanted to hate him. But why, God why? I can't hate him. I just wanted us to be happy with my baby.

He said it's a parasite. It's taking my life away from me. He didn't want that, he said he needed me. But I'm willing to give my life to my child.

I love him. I love my child. Even more than myself.

˚₊·͟͟͞➳❥ Tonight, I've finally have my decision. As the moon shines its gentle light, wrapping me with comfort. I could feel my fingertips became cold. I feel like my life is being taken away from me.

I don't want to die. I don't want to take my child away from me. I'll be strong, I'll keep holding onto my life. I'll fight for us even tho the world is against us.

I'll live. My child as well. We'll survive this obstacle. I will show them that we can live together in this world. That both of us have the right to live without sacrificing one another.

I promise, I will make your life happy.
We will be together. I am not going anywhere. I've decided to stop wishing for more time.

Because for the both of us, I will make the time stop.