Andy and Tori! (Lesbian Story)

Chapter 2

Chapter two

I've always been external and here I'm immersed in the intricacies of school meals. I'm with Camille, Caroline is not here 'cause she eats at her home. I don't let Camille go away from me. I don't want to be all alone!

I hate the color orange, bad luck it's the color of the plates. Orange and burgundy don't matches together. It'll cut off my appetite if I wasn't so hungry. But I'm too hungry. Oh no, on reflection, I'm not hungry anymore. What is it with this weird mixture that she puts on my plate? It's green? I'm not even sure of that... Farewell good dishes prepared by mom *sigh*.

Tomorrow I'm planning to make sandwiches in the morning while everyone is asleep, before leaving for school. Oh! There are deep canned fruit too, they're not even damn capable to serve fresh fruit? I sit at a table. Tighten the legs. Lowers you head and look at your plate. Take your courage in both hands, plant the fork. And swallow!...... Yuuuuck! I want to go home! Is that vegetables?! No! I have pieces of green aliens on my plate. It's disgusting!

« You're not eating? » Camille asks me.

No, I thought to keep the rest for my dog but I don't have a dog and I'm not so cruel to animals. Just answer: I'm not hungry. There. So she made a smile and continued eating.

Crucifix, uniform, food, what's next ordeal that I'll have to get used?

I look at my canteen card. Info about me. I hide the picture with my thumb. I seem to be very tense on it. Everyone is ugly on their photos. I'm original in that it's not just me who think that I'm ugly on my photos. Look at this. Hopefully, I have a good smile.

My stomach made a strange noise. He seems not to agree with the imposed diet, but you'll have to deal with it buddy.

I carefully put my canteen card back...but...the excuse of having lost it could save me for some time. No, my parents wouldn't be super happy. So I put it back.

There are other girls at the table with us. I'm in no mood to discuss, except when people ask questions about me of course, but it's starting to annoy me, it's always the same questions. I'm gonna walk with a sign with, ''hi, I'm new, I'm from Catrix, my parents moved 'cause of this and that, ect...'', written on it.

Once more I find myself thinking about my friends. Well I would normally not be going to see them at that time, I'd be eating at home, but hey I'd know that in just one hour I would have seen them. But here, in just one hour it'll be nothing.

I don't know what Caroline, Camille and Company had planned... I'm a real stupid, I just have to ask them! Note to myself: think to be less shy.

« What will you do this afternoon? 'cause I saw that we don't have classes...» I ask to the girls.

They'll go to a cafe. The good old days, the word ''cafe'' reminds me of my friends. I went in a cafe once. Attention, I'm a serious girl. Lie, it's just that I never had the opportunity for not to be serious...well...We all ordered a beer, we had laughs, it was cool. A day that will remain engraved in my memory and certainly re-emerge each time a person will pronounce the word ''cafe''. So they'll go to the cafe. If I want to go too? I don't have much choice. I'll do anything for not to be alone.

Stop gurgle stomach!

I have enough money to get tipsy, it's cool! Plus, I'm on an empty stomach, it will be even better! Get drunk to forget that I'm here, the quick fix.

I'm smiling to myself! And once again I might look like a idiot... well, nobody seems to have noticed.

Nobody pay attention to me anymore, and it's not a bad thing... I arrive in the middle of the school year, it sucks, everyone already know everyone. It'll take time for me to integrate into a ''band'' but the advantage is that for the moment I pass unnoticed.