Chapter 4

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How can you be so well then, the minute later, be so unhappy? I was on a cloud when I got home from the bar. Just a couple of minutes before, I could jump from joy. But when I walked into the house, it was like a slap right in my face. It's not my house. My parents came to ask me questions like, "Does your first day of school went well ?" "How are your teachers ?" " Did you make some friends? ". I quickly told evasive answers without making me realize what I said. Then I slipped to my room.

The staircase make a loud racket, horrible noises as if the steps gnashed their teeth.

I closed my door, I removed this horrible uniform to quickly put on something nicer. Then I collapsed on my bed and here i am, thinking about a lot of stuff. My friends. They occupy my mind since I left here. I could simply call them, for it to do me a little good but strangely I don't want to. Well, to tell the truth, my feelings are all mixed. I'm afraid to call them. I'm quite aware that my being here and them there, I'll lose sight of them and little by little I'll forget them. Everything is too new here. All of a sudden, it's hard. I look around me. It's not really my bedroom. I have my furniture, my belongings, but there are those walls that aren't in their real places, and boxes are lying around that contain what I haven't had time to unpack.

A tear trickles down my cheeks, followed by another one. I lock the door. I look at my phone: no messages, no calls. Apparently I'm not even going to have to forget them, they already are forgetting me first.

Total depression. I hate my parents, why did they forced me to leave? I didn't have a great life out there but at least I knew who I was and where I was, while here I'm lost. I know that I must see the positives things but the bad prevail in my head... I thought I'd get used to everything after a while even though the beginnings were difficult. But I don't know if I wasn't overstated myself when I thought that. I'm not as strong as I want to be.

I'm stuck in this shitty town with my parents, while I was living in my city center. I can see the difference! It's true that I had fun this afternoon, but not as much as I wanted. Except...except when I was with Andy, Emma and Tom, it's true back then I forgot all my worries but barely one hour is not much. It's true that I get along with the three of them as if I had known them for a long time. Especially with Andy. This may be the beginning of a long friendship, but I prefer not to think of that immediately. I don't want to be disappointed.

I have the ass that vibrates! My phone! I have a message! Will I finally have a friend who thinks of me? I fear the message info from the phone company.

'Andy Mobile.' Well, phones work on my bed! That's a good thing to know...

I have an apprehension while opening the message. My heart is accelerating. It must be because I wanted so much a message from earlier. I'm not even disappointed that it doesn't even come from my buddies of Catrix.

"Hi Victoria it's Andy, I suppose that you might be a little demoralized tonight in your new house, maybe you preferred to remained alone, but like i'm bored here, I was wondering if you wanted to meet me at the village square."

'Where is the village square?' Oh that's right, it's where there are the bus stop. I answer by giving her an appointment in fifteen minutes, the time to tell my parents.

I want to go. I find this girl super interesting, I would like to know her better, become friends with her. I think back when we played the game.

I head for the door and take my jacket while I was at it. I don't know how late I'll stay there. It'll maybe be a little cold when I'll get back. I put my phone in my pocket and run down the stairs. 'Mom where are you ?'

'The kitchen!' 'Damn! That was the closet.' I really have a hard time right now. Here, it's the right place! She's not in the kitchen. 'Aaaaaah, why does she wast my time?!!'

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