I love you and I still feel the same ( before and after story's and updates)

Happy Valentines day

This isn't romantic in anyway just so you know I just wanted to make this .

I also started this February 14th of 2021 and it's November 16 2021 😭 (HAHAHHAHAHA)
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February 14th

I haven't been outside for months I barely even remember what the date is the only reason why I know is cause of the news that plays it's Valentine's Day and usually I tend to just throw chocolate at my siblings and give Klaus a little add on cause he deserves it but it's been years I could even give anyone anything it's been years since I've seen anyone and I can't really go out it's like I'm forbidden to leave and even if Im not even allowed to see half .

Luther is on the moon . Allison isn't even in town and plus she's famous I'll most likely be on the news next week if I did . Five has been missing for years . Ben is with Klaus and I don't even think I can see Klaus sadly enough. The only people I can see is Diego and Vanya and I guess that would be fun my two other favorite siblings other than Klaus and Ben .

Vanya gives me a call every now and then and she gave me a free copy of her book she tends to support my decisions except me drinking and doing drugs but other than that she's like my number 1 female fan and Diego a guy that happens to make sure no one hurts me in anyway I have no idea why he does but I admire him for doing so I never ask him to do this I never want him to hurt himself so he could save me and if he died to save me I would hate myself for the rest my days .

I look at the desk it's worth a shot I get up and walk over to the desk the woman looks at me and smile " How may I help you?" I am taken back a little by the woman's niceness towards me " U- Um ..." she continues to smile at me " Hey it's okay take your time no need to rush your words out!" She said happily is this some kind of sick joke or..? I've never seen this woman in my life

" C-Can I leave I haven't seen my family in a long time and- - " " Yeah go ahead! " I stare at the woman with wide eyes " Just be back by like Nine i don't want both of us to get in trouble!" She says I nod and slowly turn around slowly and walk out the door .

The cool air hits my face I look around to see snow I feel a small smile on my face I walk down the cold streets of the place I've lived at for my entire life it probably won't be bad to visit some family maybe they would want some company and a little something....

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" Happy Valentine's Day! " Diego looks at me confused and wide eyed and looks at the box of chocolates then back up at me " Y/n..? " Diego says slowly " Surprise! " he stares at me I swallow " Hey, um, can you let me in ? It's pretty fucking cold ." I say to him he holds the door wide open so I can go in .

" Nice place ." " I barely stay here ." " That's disappointing this place is going to waste ." I say to him "What are you doing here ?" He asked in a hard tone " I was allowed to leave today a nice lady at the desk let me leave I guess I got lucky so since I was out I decided to see my siblings." I say " Where's Klaus isn't he usually with you?" He asks I look at the ground

" I Uh .... I got transferred to a different Rehab program a few years back I don't get to see him anymore." I say " Oh , sorry ." " It's okay it was my fault anyway." I say looking around " You seem pretty normal today , you sober ? " he asked me " Yep, as sober as a baby ." I say " I guess Rehab is actually doing something ." Diego says

" Well the last time I smoked or drunk anything was on the 12th so they are doing a poor job either way ." I say I sit the chocolate on the table " I hope you like the chocolate I was on a tight budget." I say " You didn't have to do this ." " Nah, I felt like I should have plus I may never know when I get to see you again so when I'm here I'm gonna enjoy spending time with my hot-temper brother." I say